Apr 04, 2004 11:08
I wish I knew... I used to have people calling me like 24/7 ya know what I mean? Now I look at my cell phone right away anytime I was away from it and there are no missed calls. There are no voice or text messages. Why? What happened? Man I need to make more friends. I have alot but apparently not as much as I thought I did. Oh well. So... I was at work yesterday and I was told that Brittany chick has a boyfriend. Gee. What a suprise. Oh well. What am I going to do with life? I wanna be in law enforcement... But day by day the dream fades. I'm not much of a dream chaser. I'm really more of a settler... I want one thing but I settle for the easier. That's not a trait I'm proud of and I need to work on it. I will. But I don't know. Life is so horrible. I'm tired of it. ERR! Why do I only get payed 6.50 an hour at Winn Dixie? Friday night I ran seafood, threw milk(filled milk), and single handidly wrapped 475 pounds worth of ground beef in the meat department. I don't get payed enough to do all that crap. Anyways. No trip to the beach today. I think I'm sick and my back is KILLING me. It has never hurt this bad. I don't know why it is... I took a real hot bath this morning but all I did was lay there for like half an hour and it felt so good but it hurt again as soon as I got out... Even if I had felt ok my step-dad, buddy, told me that he needed me here blah blah blah so that we could work on my car. Ass hole. lol. I'll probably write again later today so I'm gonna go now.
Quote of the day:
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire lifetime to forget them.