Long time no talk

[im_gary_fool]

Well hello people. I don't know when the last time I updated was... But here goes nothing. Alot has been happening... But.. Who knows... I don't know where to start. I've been hanging out with my friend Veronica alot. She's awesome. She's a really good friend. Umm... I talked to Kendra for the first time in a while last night... She was talking about making plans to hang out... But we probably won't any time soon haha. Yesterday I worked so I couldn't see my dad so I'm gonna have to go today to see him. Umm... I've been working alot lately. Today is my first day off since last Sunday. It's getting rediculous. I'm always so tired and last night I was up all night throwing up... I still don't feel to well. Anyways, how are you? Good I hope. I have so much t o say... But I don't know how to say it... I don't know what i'm doing with life.

I also don't get it... Back when me and Christina broke up in the past... I was always like dying to be back with her... And yeah I know I still have feelings for her... I always will... BUT it's been almost 5 months since we've broken up... And... It's fine to me. That sounds stupid to you I'm sure, but it's... I dunno. I'm sorry. I'm just getting to thinking about everything and I don't know why... I'm gonna go. Have a good life people.

quote of the day: This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?