To my past i know i've missed somethings,but to my future i will terish
So i had a bonfire and then Tina and i watched The Sisterhood of traveling pants
I have never been touched so deeply by a movie...
the one girl tho. that stood out the most to me was a lil girl named bailey who was 12 and suffering from lukemia. She talked about how there seemed to her not enough time to find herself.
That just seems like me.
Cause I've been wanting to be what everyone else has wanted me to be.
I need to find ME and try new things and look at life at a different prespective.
And i need to start with god. I for some reason have yet to have my time with him.
When the time come for me to go to hevan or hell right now i cant tell you which one i would go to.
But at the end of my journey. I will have a clear view and a better understanding about where im going
To heaven.
This will only start my process to find me. I must first find the one that makes me one and completely me.
Only me can help me at this point. and im so scared about the bumps im going to face,but i know in the end it will only make me stronger.
I finally grew uo and im ready to admitt that i need HIM and its time i do something about it.
Wow i feel good. Tina and me shared so many things tonight that made us look differently at things. Funny how one movie that you thought was a funny and bubble movie really got into the part of our lives that we were missing and made us think and figure out how we are going to fill it.
- Tina, this ones for you,
Tonight beats all of our "halo" moments. We sat there for 2 hours and cryed and cryed. Its funny how we both thought we didnt have anything. Tonight we realized that we have everything that we need. Most of all we have each other. That to me means the world. I think it was about time i finally got someone who i can tell things to that i havent told anyone. I think you were sent here to help me through things in my life and helo me understand things better. I love you Immensly(sp)
You will always be my bestfriend. no matter what. i ♥ you
Now to everyone else.
I chanellge(sp) you to watch the movie and tell me on IM, here, or whatever about how that movie touched your heart. Im always here people. Im always able to talk. I may actually be able to connect with you and may understand things no one else can. I might have expericend it. Please dont be affraid to talk to me. You see that im open to any suggestions.
x0alwaysnd4evr0x -talk,please. i can help
I sign this entry with a new aditude,
Mary Helen
I have never been touched so deeply by a movie...
the one girl tho. that stood out the most to me was a lil girl named bailey who was 12 and suffering from lukemia. She talked about how there seemed to her not enough time to find herself.
That just seems like me.
Cause I've been wanting to be what everyone else has wanted me to be.
I need to find ME and try new things and look at life at a different prespective.
And i need to start with god. I for some reason have yet to have my time with him.
When the time come for me to go to hevan or hell right now i cant tell you which one i would go to.
But at the end of my journey. I will have a clear view and a better understanding about where im going
To heaven.
This will only start my process to find me. I must first find the one that makes me one and completely me.
Only me can help me at this point. and im so scared about the bumps im going to face,but i know in the end it will only make me stronger.
I finally grew uo and im ready to admitt that i need HIM and its time i do something about it.
Wow i feel good. Tina and me shared so many things tonight that made us look differently at things. Funny how one movie that you thought was a funny and bubble movie really got into the part of our lives that we were missing and made us think and figure out how we are going to fill it.
- Tina, this ones for you,
Tonight beats all of our "halo" moments. We sat there for 2 hours and cryed and cryed. Its funny how we both thought we didnt have anything. Tonight we realized that we have everything that we need. Most of all we have each other. That to me means the world. I think it was about time i finally got someone who i can tell things to that i havent told anyone. I think you were sent here to help me through things in my life and helo me understand things better. I love you Immensly(sp)
You will always be my bestfriend. no matter what. i ♥ you
Now to everyone else.
I chanellge(sp) you to watch the movie and tell me on IM, here, or whatever about how that movie touched your heart. Im always here people. Im always able to talk. I may actually be able to connect with you and may understand things no one else can. I might have expericend it. Please dont be affraid to talk to me. You see that im open to any suggestions.
x0alwaysnd4evr0x -talk,please. i can help
I sign this entry with a new aditude,
Mary Helen