At night you see yourself, being something darker then what you imagined
Last night i was happy. falling on the floor and being ignored. I wandered the streets of Denver and thought of how lonely I really was. I ended up asleep on the floor of a house I had never been to; After a receiving a ride from a couple, with a beautiful young Asian girl sitting on my lap, and holding me like a lover. The downside of the night was that I lost my necklace. "my life around my neck" has been given to the cosmos.
I made a huge mistake, and i currently feel like I am living a nightmare.. I am all alone.. and my dreams aren't helping.
I got nothing to lose cause everything left me.
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I am awake at 9 and done by 11.
everyone has someone, and I have the bottle.
Today doesn't feel good.
I made a huge mistake, and i currently feel like I am living a nightmare.. I am all alone.. and my dreams aren't helping.
I got nothing to lose cause everything left me.
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I am awake at 9 and done by 11.
everyone has someone, and I have the bottle.
Today doesn't feel good.