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hey LiveJournal Land. ahh. this shit is all about drama. I mean honestly, what do you guys care about my life...other than to spread gossip and be pissed about me about something i put in it? Ahh, who cares. So I shall begin. I no longer have a child. Why's this you ask? The mother, who will remain un-named (because I am not immature to the point where i am gonna talk shit like that in a livejournal) Wait... she did it...Her name is ASHLEY ADDISON. I thought shit would go away, and things would possibly get better. I could maybe prove myself. But I suppose I can't. I guess it's just impossible when this girl is trying to control me using a child. Listen Ashley, that is wrong. You were not with me, I am just Lucas's father. You cannot control me using a child. That is morally wrong, babe. I do not know what you were thinking, but it was wrong for you to attempt to tell me what I can and cannot do while our child's is future at sake, and you just wave him in my face as if this is a game. You never gave me time to prove myself, you only wanted me to be perfect off the bat...but dude. I'm josh Hoskins. I am not perfect man. you need to give me just a little bit of time to adjust to the fact that I have a child, considering that you didn't even tell me that Lucas was mine until a month after he was born. How do you expect me to act man? You didn't give me but like a week and a half after not even speaking to you for like a year...because everytime i'd call you, you'd bitch at me because I insisted that the child was mine; yet you bluntface lied to me about it continuously...over and over again. How can you say I am not a fit parent when you don't give me a chance? I understand that we both have problems, but you didn't even give me the time of day to even attempt to consider to try to even think about taking the initiative to go about carrying out the task of taking care of Lucas. All I want is a chance, and I can't have that. So while you go out "clubbing" with your sisters, I'll be at home, and at my parenting classes, thinking about what I could have had...given the chance.
Hmm, what else is up? I spoke to Renae for the first time in a while. I presume she is doing good. Good deal. Also, Megin got in a car accident. (Wait...not Megan. Not the drugged out raver pirate who is with a new guy every week. What are you guys crazy?!?! lol) I guess she was at a family reunion, and took the time out to come see me for the first time in awhile, but supposedly got in an accident on the way here. That's harsh. Because I really miss her. I really miss the people that actually care about me for who I am and give me the time of day; and appreciate me for who I am now, and not for what I was about in the past. I guess she's alright now, so that's a good thing.
Jimi is in town too, and has been for like a month. It's awesome. He's a damn good friend, and it's fucken tight to have him around all the time, like the old days. Speaking of which, we are attending a Pepper concert on Wednesday. This should be tight. I should be going with Jewell, Carlos, and possibly Cassie and Kristen as things are looking now. We need to go there and represent The RBC and the NBC. It's at the Shelter for 10 bucks if anyone cares to go to see the fucken tightest band in a while. But yeah though...as of this moment, I suppose I don't have much else to say; so I shall cease typing. You guys have a good one.
Hmm, what else is up? I spoke to Renae for the first time in a while. I presume she is doing good. Good deal. Also, Megin got in a car accident. (Wait...not Megan. Not the drugged out raver pirate who is with a new guy every week. What are you guys crazy?!?! lol) I guess she was at a family reunion, and took the time out to come see me for the first time in awhile, but supposedly got in an accident on the way here. That's harsh. Because I really miss her. I really miss the people that actually care about me for who I am and give me the time of day; and appreciate me for who I am now, and not for what I was about in the past. I guess she's alright now, so that's a good thing.
Jimi is in town too, and has been for like a month. It's awesome. He's a damn good friend, and it's fucken tight to have him around all the time, like the old days. Speaking of which, we are attending a Pepper concert on Wednesday. This should be tight. I should be going with Jewell, Carlos, and possibly Cassie and Kristen as things are looking now. We need to go there and represent The RBC and the NBC. It's at the Shelter for 10 bucks if anyone cares to go to see the fucken tightest band in a while. But yeah though...as of this moment, I suppose I don't have much else to say; so I shall cease typing. You guys have a good one.