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Just wanted to say THANKS A MILLION to 'everyone' I guess.
Apparently, Faith wrote me an email to tell me how incredibly skanky, fat, nasty, whore-baggish I am, in CASE I didn't already know, and to let me know that all my 'friends' absolutely hate me and think I'm pretty much the worst thing that's ever happened to the world. ALSO, there is NO way I'm going to Heaven, BUT, thankfully, I got a FIRST CLASS ticket to Hell. I guess forgiveness doesn't apply to me anymore. I missed that bulletin, but MAN, at least now I know. It could've been because I'm a 'fake Christian' who 'sins too much'. Oh, I guess I also have to let her 'beat my ass' because she's absolutely desperate to fight now. Can she still fight me if I'm just standing there? Does that even count?
I'm really over all this. ALL OF THIS was a long time ago. If one of the people that I consider as a friend had a problem with me, I'd hope that they'd come to me and talk to me about it before they just started running their mouths to Faith about how DISGUSTINGLY HORRIBLE I am. It's a shame people waste so much of their free time talking trash about everyone else. If even HALF that time was spent looking at yourself and how you could improve it, the world would be a MUCH better place. Man, even if you weren't re-evaluating yourself, the common courtesy to NOT rant and rave about someone you really don't know would be enough for me.
That's just me though. What do I know. I'm not even a 'real' Christian, right? I'm one of those 'fake' ones. Just a note though, if anyone DOES have a problem that they think needs to be taken care of, I don't work at ALL on Monday, so I'm completely willing to talk about it. No, not call you names and yell and scream.. Just talk about it. But that's only before 7:30 tonight, because by that time I'll be at 727, 'pretending to worship God'.
Whether Faith and Matt think I actually 'deserve' to be forgiven or not, I'VE already forgiven both of them. A long time ago. Because I KNOW that ONE DAY they'll see that all of this 'your ex-boyfriend is my NEW boyfriend so that means that I'm supposed to hate you' stuff is overrated and it's not important. It's stupid emotions that distract you from what's really important. So yeah, I'm hurt. Faith, you got me. All that stuff you said really DID hurt. It always does, everytime you say it. But it only hurts for a second, and then I remind myself that it's fine. You obviously don't know any better and would rather spend your entire day judging me, who you barely even know, than doing something to make the world better. And that's okay. Because I know that one day things will be different. If not though, oh well. I'll be fine, cause I have God, eventhough according to Faith, He doesn't care about me.
Didn't I already graduate high school?
Apparently, Faith wrote me an email to tell me how incredibly skanky, fat, nasty, whore-baggish I am, in CASE I didn't already know, and to let me know that all my 'friends' absolutely hate me and think I'm pretty much the worst thing that's ever happened to the world. ALSO, there is NO way I'm going to Heaven, BUT, thankfully, I got a FIRST CLASS ticket to Hell. I guess forgiveness doesn't apply to me anymore. I missed that bulletin, but MAN, at least now I know. It could've been because I'm a 'fake Christian' who 'sins too much'. Oh, I guess I also have to let her 'beat my ass' because she's absolutely desperate to fight now. Can she still fight me if I'm just standing there? Does that even count?
I'm really over all this. ALL OF THIS was a long time ago. If one of the people that I consider as a friend had a problem with me, I'd hope that they'd come to me and talk to me about it before they just started running their mouths to Faith about how DISGUSTINGLY HORRIBLE I am. It's a shame people waste so much of their free time talking trash about everyone else. If even HALF that time was spent looking at yourself and how you could improve it, the world would be a MUCH better place. Man, even if you weren't re-evaluating yourself, the common courtesy to NOT rant and rave about someone you really don't know would be enough for me.
That's just me though. What do I know. I'm not even a 'real' Christian, right? I'm one of those 'fake' ones. Just a note though, if anyone DOES have a problem that they think needs to be taken care of, I don't work at ALL on Monday, so I'm completely willing to talk about it. No, not call you names and yell and scream.. Just talk about it. But that's only before 7:30 tonight, because by that time I'll be at 727, 'pretending to worship God'.
Whether Faith and Matt think I actually 'deserve' to be forgiven or not, I'VE already forgiven both of them. A long time ago. Because I KNOW that ONE DAY they'll see that all of this 'your ex-boyfriend is my NEW boyfriend so that means that I'm supposed to hate you' stuff is overrated and it's not important. It's stupid emotions that distract you from what's really important. So yeah, I'm hurt. Faith, you got me. All that stuff you said really DID hurt. It always does, everytime you say it. But it only hurts for a second, and then I remind myself that it's fine. You obviously don't know any better and would rather spend your entire day judging me, who you barely even know, than doing something to make the world better. And that's okay. Because I know that one day things will be different. If not though, oh well. I'll be fine, cause I have God, eventhough according to Faith, He doesn't care about me.
Didn't I already graduate high school?