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Sup erbudy? Yeah I havnt writtin in this in months. But who does anymore? Everyone is so stuck on Myspace. Well I miss this site because I could just keep writing and writing. hmm.. What to say? I dunno I really don't want to talk about how the spiicez are practically torn apart right now. It sounds like the band is breakin up ladies n gentlemen..lol. Well everyones practiclly cool besides me n jac n Michelle and some people. Oh wait me and Stacy were cool until...Yesterday I decided to quit cheerleading.. I am sorry to my team. But I am scared to do it. I dont want to quit in the middle of the season and make them have to re-do everything. or get kicked off cause of my grades. They have no reason to be making this such a big deal. Its not like it was in the middle of the season. I wasnt getting along with anyone anyways. And plus you have to love the sport to want to win. And I just didnt love the sport this season, and I want that team to win, So I quit. Michelle quit too. She just wasnt havin fun either. Plus she has a lot of senior stuff to focus on. Like college and her capstone. I am sorry to my team and I hate that they have to make this such a big deal but I had to.
Also, Lately I have been majorly depressed. all I think about is dieiing.. I dont this that is good. But I guess theres nothing really to blame but myself I have a bad life and no one really to trust not even my own self. I have been hanging out with Michelle and Ryan lately. I guess theres just nothing else to do. I miss my friends teribbly and those girls are the most important things in the world to me. and the only things that I will miss when I leave for the Army in July.
Yeah, thats right. The army. I enlisted to the Army last month. I took a test and everything. I had a physical. I had to stay at a hotel by myself. ahh it was kinda scarry, but I survived. My M.O.S. is a Unit Supply specialist. I will be in Fort Jackson, South Carolina for 9 weeks I think then I ship off to Fort Lee, Virgina for A.I.T. I am very excited and cannot wait!!
But its late and my dad Ryan is making me go to bed. Goodnite ill add more later!!