something to do

Oct 18, 2005 21:25

My life is boring and lonely lately. It's fall too, you'd think that would at least keep my spirits up. But really, there's nothing to keep myself occupied with here at Binghamton. This place is so dead. I need a city so bad, to know that at least something is going on around you even if you're not participating. I feel no life here like everyone is dangerously apathetic to their daily activities. I can't stand it mang, it's depressing the hell outta me. I can't seem to find many people who remind me of my friends at home either. Everyone's so gloomy and unthoughtful. Whatvez. At least I got my Wifey and Keithy.

I'm totally buying my ticket for Harry Potter this weekend. And getting my hair cut. And buying those silver pumps at Target for my Halloween costume. Adam needs to call me back so I can figure which show to buy them for. He never answers his effing phone, jhchrist. Btw, surprisingly, I don't really care anymore that we're no longer dating. One, in the back of my mind, I think he's gay. Two, who dumps their girlfriend because they thinks she's boring. Are you kid? Well, I have news for you Mr. Maid, you are mighty hella boring yourself and it was damn annoying having to direct every conversation we had. Guess I'm not as shallow. And I have more balls than he'll ever dream of having.

So I'm hoping my GPA is a lot higher this semester so I have a better chance of getting into wherever I transfer. I'm considering NYU, Northwestern (if I somehow miraculously got in), maybe Ithaca, maybe a smaller film school in New York. We'll see. I will miss my jobs and status here in the film department though. I like processing and running the projectors.

That is all, and I am still bored even after wasting time typing this crap.
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