I don't even know anymore. am i losing it? am a fucking psycho? i think i probably am ,considering WHAT I DID TONIGHT.
..that's not what i did. i did do that, i mean i am doing that right now...but that's not what makes me a PSYCHO.
tim, don't go to boston, please. stay home and relax.
rachel, sarah, don't take it personally. i love you both 4E. i just... this weekend will suck if tim is not around. he's my brother.
WHAT THE FUCK. thank you sarah for opening my eyes.
F U C K 32!
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kayte, i miss you. ashley, i'm sorry i couldn't think of anything to do. courtney, what uuupp... i wish you were around tonight. tim, stay home. sophia, i love you. emilia, call me. michelle, i'm sorry. rachel, i miss you. sarah, you're a goddess. steve, let's fucking do this already. chris, you don't read this. kanya, i don't care, i like you. nicole, you don't read this, but watch out for the assholes. alex, i'm coming. meghan, you're my favorite. Chris T, you're the only friend i made last year. andy, where are you? derek, respect. Stephanie. jon, your "chillin'" mix changed my life. mary, you're an amazing friend. jackie, what happened? mike, 12 years. tom, you know. nicole T, this summer, ok? chrissy, yes. casey, talk to me.
whhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy