i dont want to

[im_blaming_you]

I dont want to be this way
All broken inside.
I dont want to let you down
Im sorry...I tried.

Im not good enough
for even the worst
Dont let me bring you down
Run away now
Dont be the first

The first to be destroyed by me
And by my wretchedness
My life is nothing but desolate
Painfull distress..

Im lower than the lowest
Far worse off than most can see...
I see all the pretty ones
And think to myself "why cant that be me?"

Im not good enough
Nor will I ever be
Don't let me bring you donw
Run away now
Why cant you see..?

You dont see me for what I really am
Lost, shattered, forsaken.
There's nothing of worth left in me
All my dreams have been taken.

Taken from me without a second thought
Im useless, dont waste your time
One day you'll understand
And find someone who's life is worth more than mine.

Dont be mislead by what you think I am
Thats not really me, you know
Dont let me bring you down
Run away now
You have to let me go
BY DARCI TURNER