YEAH!!
Mmkay, well first off, my voicemail is really makin me mad!! lol. anyways, yeah today was pretty good actually! School actually wasnt too bad, and then church was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha after church we went to aladdins to eat and i went to brusters and got icecream!! haha my mom kinda somewhat got lost trying to come get us but its all good! she found us (obviously)hehe..yeah anyway so like i said today was pretty good over all....guy situations still a little confusing lol but theyre okay cause God will sort everything out ya kno? mmkay i know i didnt write much but im gonna put something i wrote on here and then im gonna go do some other stuff and talk to some ppls!! so here goes! (dont laugh)
HE LEADS US HOME
I'm being tossed and turned in a troubled sea of disappointment and forlorn sadness. My forgotten tears are brought back to me from long ago as the waves breach the slowly splintering sides of my last remaining hopes that are keeping me afloat through this terrible storm of my soul. Drifting further and further away from the safety of the shores of what we call reality. Going to what destination, I couldnt tell you, but I dont believe it is a better place than the one I left. Slowly fading in and out, new faces come and go. Sometimes I want them to stay longer, sometimes I wish they never would have come at all. They say it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. But sometimes I find it hard to believe that the pain and torment Ive felt over all these years is better than what I would have missed. Yes, true, there were good times once, but the saddness and the pain and the guilt far tip the lonesome scales out of Love's favor. The only thing that keeps me from drowning in the feverent windblown torrents of tears that fall on me now is the love of my God, and the thought of tomorrow. Though I know not how long this storm will last, i know that a most magnificent blue grey sky and gently rocking waves wait for me. Theyll slowly rock away all my troubles and, for a while, Ill be happy and all will be peaceful. And now in the distance, on the far off shores of my final destination, or what i believe to be my final destination, I can see him. Standing, waiting, with arms outstretched, welcoming me with a love Ive never felt before. He is my future. He will hold my heart in the palm of his strong, but gentle hand. Together, with God, the two of us will set out together on the next phase of our journey through life. This time, however, the journey will be so much better for we have each other to hold and lean on. Yes there will be rough stormy seas ahead, but nothing we cannot overcome. Nothing can break us for we are one in the same, and God's hand protects us. Not tempter or temptress could ever have any influence on us. Now, as I look back at what I left behind, I see now that this destination was far better. I am ashamed to think that I did not put my trust in God. He knew where he was leading me, and I did not. God brought me to the one other thing I needed to be whole, and with his help, my soulmate and I will forever be happy. No sadness will be able to overpower our love because our love for each other began in Him. We put all our trust in Him and He leads us home.
HE LEADS US HOME
I'm being tossed and turned in a troubled sea of disappointment and forlorn sadness. My forgotten tears are brought back to me from long ago as the waves breach the slowly splintering sides of my last remaining hopes that are keeping me afloat through this terrible storm of my soul. Drifting further and further away from the safety of the shores of what we call reality. Going to what destination, I couldnt tell you, but I dont believe it is a better place than the one I left. Slowly fading in and out, new faces come and go. Sometimes I want them to stay longer, sometimes I wish they never would have come at all. They say it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. But sometimes I find it hard to believe that the pain and torment Ive felt over all these years is better than what I would have missed. Yes, true, there were good times once, but the saddness and the pain and the guilt far tip the lonesome scales out of Love's favor. The only thing that keeps me from drowning in the feverent windblown torrents of tears that fall on me now is the love of my God, and the thought of tomorrow. Though I know not how long this storm will last, i know that a most magnificent blue grey sky and gently rocking waves wait for me. Theyll slowly rock away all my troubles and, for a while, Ill be happy and all will be peaceful. And now in the distance, on the far off shores of my final destination, or what i believe to be my final destination, I can see him. Standing, waiting, with arms outstretched, welcoming me with a love Ive never felt before. He is my future. He will hold my heart in the palm of his strong, but gentle hand. Together, with God, the two of us will set out together on the next phase of our journey through life. This time, however, the journey will be so much better for we have each other to hold and lean on. Yes there will be rough stormy seas ahead, but nothing we cannot overcome. Nothing can break us for we are one in the same, and God's hand protects us. Not tempter or temptress could ever have any influence on us. Now, as I look back at what I left behind, I see now that this destination was far better. I am ashamed to think that I did not put my trust in God. He knew where he was leading me, and I did not. God brought me to the one other thing I needed to be whole, and with his help, my soulmate and I will forever be happy. No sadness will be able to overpower our love because our love for each other began in Him. We put all our trust in Him and He leads us home.