you're a needy girl, i can tell when i look into your big brown eyes

[im_an_alter_ego]

the departed is a really good movie.
sigh..
what me to update all you phuckers.
life. its peachy.
love. i wouldnt mind looking at in the face. but for some reason i guess i still dont think its real.
hate. yup still only hate one person
school. its on pause. and just a little pause
work. its my speciality.literally. what can i say.
mom. is physco still.
dad. aww. <3
bre. she's growing up to fast
cheech. i miss him =[
buddy. is buddy
vans. we're talking more
evil. is the best.
bestie. h8 her.
when i was a little girl i wanted to be a vet really bad. when i was a teen i wanted to be a lawyer so bad. and now that i'm ready to decide. there is nothing i want to do really bad. is that horrible? it rushed up on me. and i'm not sure i'm just not. i feel like i'm not living up to the person that i see myself as. I was so into giving, and helping out everywhere. putting 100+ hours of volunteer work every year. i dont know the last time i did anything like that. i'm still so stoked on my fundraiser idea, but i dont know i just dust it off. the end.
chromeo,needy girl, listen.