-This is for you-
I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
So why are you running away?
Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?
...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?
Love is so over-rated. Dont fall in love cuz its only good at the beginning...then it all comes crashing down. Trust me!
I've come to that I didnt think about Alan as much as I thought about someone else. Its really sad. The whole time I was with him I thought about someone else. I kno its bad but towards the last couple of weeks we were dating...everytime we kissed or hugged...or did ANYTHING I pictured myself doing all those things with that other person. He'll never kno...guess thats what he gets for fucking things up!
I wanna go to a concert...i dont care who it is or who i go with. I just really wanna go to a concert lol. I LOVE CONCERTS! Its the only place I can go and be really loud and people wont look at me like im crazy lol. Oh and i can be a total moron around people that i will probly never see again.
I need to go to the doctor...i dont kno whats wrong with me. Its like...the whole right side of my head hurts really really bad! I hate how it happens too...like one minute im fine and the next im in extreme pain. Im scared to find out whats wrong tho...i wish it would just go away! I dont wanna find out i have something serious. I hate doctors....and needles...all of which i will have to deal with if something is really wrong. Someone save me, please?