I Don't Even Know
Well I'm still with Jeff. He started schoolmonday, and I'm so proud of him. He is such a sweetie. Things are a little rocky this week, but under a lot of pressure it is to be expected. It will pass soon. I love him too much to let it be that way for long. He's so on edge...I just don't know what to do. I think he thinks that I'm just like his ex-girlfriend. She lied to him all the time and cheated on him. I don't. Every time He calls me and I'm on the phone, I'm on the phone with laura. He thinks that I'm lying and I'm not always on the phone with her...but I really am. Whatever. I don't know. I just hate feeling like I always have to explain my self. Maybe he doesn't really know me like I thought he did. Oh well...?~!