these scars
relfect my past
something in which
seemed to forever last
eyes cry so much
i cant stand anyones loving touch
cant handle everyones happy smile
even for a little while
cant handle what i cant change
these insecure feelings
leave me so deranged
even when im by myself
i am never truly alone
these scars retell my story
as my past begins to unfold infront of me
cant escape these feelings
that bottle up around me
all this running
i will never be free
the torture you inflicted
still cuts me deep
all the energy you embedded
is now finally starting to seep
slipping into unconscience thoughts
as i recover your evidence
trying to remember what i felt
before i felt you
Poem by
gothika_angel