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The future has always scared me.
I'm scared of things like: where will i live? what will my job be? will i struggle? will i be happy? and will i still be with the same friends i have now?
This last question is the one that frightens me the most.
Over the past year or so, I have developed friendships that mean more to me than my family. These people have become so important to me and I feel that if I go away to a different school or move somewhere else, our friendship will die.
Mr. Cassady told us that the people you are friends with in high school and that you think you will be friends with forever will fade out of your life once you go to college or start some other part of your life. He says that you meet your real friends in college. Except, I don't want to do that. I like the friendships I have and I don't need new ones. People say that they will keep in contact and that their friendships will remain true, but, for how long will this work? eventually I think we're all going to drift away, get caught up with our own lives, and basically forget each other.
My dad tells me about how he has remained good friends with his college friends, but I've met some of them only once; I doubt he sees them more than once a year, if that.
I believe I made an entry similar to this at some point in the past, but it is a topic that worries me all the time.
I don't want to lose my friends, even if i do make new ones.
The ones I have now are the ones that complete my life and make it worth living.
I'm scared of things like: where will i live? what will my job be? will i struggle? will i be happy? and will i still be with the same friends i have now?
This last question is the one that frightens me the most.
Over the past year or so, I have developed friendships that mean more to me than my family. These people have become so important to me and I feel that if I go away to a different school or move somewhere else, our friendship will die.
Mr. Cassady told us that the people you are friends with in high school and that you think you will be friends with forever will fade out of your life once you go to college or start some other part of your life. He says that you meet your real friends in college. Except, I don't want to do that. I like the friendships I have and I don't need new ones. People say that they will keep in contact and that their friendships will remain true, but, for how long will this work? eventually I think we're all going to drift away, get caught up with our own lives, and basically forget each other.
My dad tells me about how he has remained good friends with his college friends, but I've met some of them only once; I doubt he sees them more than once a year, if that.
I believe I made an entry similar to this at some point in the past, but it is a topic that worries me all the time.
I don't want to lose my friends, even if i do make new ones.
The ones I have now are the ones that complete my life and make it worth living.