Reflections

May 04, 2004 06:33

I've taken a long hard look at myself and I don't like what I see. I have alot of nasty habits and personality traits. I complain way too much and for some reason I can't stop; I'm really cheap; I'm really lazy; (and this one bothers me most--) I have absolutely no will power!

I hate knowing that whenever I want to trash an old nasty habit, I can't do it. When I want to take up a new beneficial one, I can't do it. I feel worthless and pathetic. Ew.

I've decided that maybe I'll start reading the bible and praying everyday. I've tried it before and it seemed to be working for me, but for some reason I got lazy and quit. Don't worry guys, I'm not gonna get all preachy on you (well, not anymore than I already am, lol).

I just feel like this is something I NEED to do...I don't know.
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