i want out.

[im_a_schmoe]

My life is full of misery,
of fear and pain as well.
I've thoughts i wish would go away,
I've secrets i can't tell.
Why's life got to be so hard,
I'm emotionally dead.
There's too much suffering to take,
it circles through my head.
Everything that should be sweet,
is bitter to the core.
I want to make the anguish stop,
I can't bear it anymore.
Suicide's an option,
but I'm to scared too commit.
There's got to be a way to stop,
Why won't God let me quit?

-me