asshole friends clean-up
there are a few people i would like to permanently remove from my life. these people are:
1. Alex Wood (but that'll be hard)
2. Tom Bennett
3. Mike Bozek
4. Chris Bell
5. Brian Lucarelli
6. Ben Mikolaj
7. Jon Paterni
Ben and Brian haven't done anything RECENTLY that has made me decide this, but examining our friendship and the way they treat me, i've decided that i don't really want to be around them either.
today, everyone else on the list made me feel SO bad about myself...like last time, and i left again crying. they are such assholes! i realized that i almost always feel depressed or suicidal after hanging out with them, so i think it's best for my emotional well being that i cut them out of my life. i don't want to see them, hear them, be near them, think about them, or acknowledge them. they are as good as dead to me. i've looked back on all the arguements that i've had with each of them (which is too many as it is) and i realized that they have NEVER apologized ONCE. the only time the said anything remotely close to an apology, was when one of the others MADE them so that i would play baseball with them or something. nobody else has EVER made me feel as bad as those people on the list above. i'm ALWAYS the one who gets hurt and i'm ALWAYS the one to apologize. and NONE of them have ever come after me to comfort me or talk to me after one of the many occasions when i left crying, except jon paterni once, which makes him the only one i WOULD HAVE sympathized with if he hadn't been so mean to some of my other good friends.
GOD I HATE THEM SO BAD!
1. Alex Wood (but that'll be hard)
2. Tom Bennett
3. Mike Bozek
4. Chris Bell
5. Brian Lucarelli
6. Ben Mikolaj
7. Jon Paterni
Ben and Brian haven't done anything RECENTLY that has made me decide this, but examining our friendship and the way they treat me, i've decided that i don't really want to be around them either.
today, everyone else on the list made me feel SO bad about myself...like last time, and i left again crying. they are such assholes! i realized that i almost always feel depressed or suicidal after hanging out with them, so i think it's best for my emotional well being that i cut them out of my life. i don't want to see them, hear them, be near them, think about them, or acknowledge them. they are as good as dead to me. i've looked back on all the arguements that i've had with each of them (which is too many as it is) and i realized that they have NEVER apologized ONCE. the only time the said anything remotely close to an apology, was when one of the others MADE them so that i would play baseball with them or something. nobody else has EVER made me feel as bad as those people on the list above. i'm ALWAYS the one who gets hurt and i'm ALWAYS the one to apologize. and NONE of them have ever come after me to comfort me or talk to me after one of the many occasions when i left crying, except jon paterni once, which makes him the only one i WOULD HAVE sympathized with if he hadn't been so mean to some of my other good friends.
GOD I HATE THEM SO BAD!