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Jun 25, 2004 15:22

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

Its days like this when I wonder why everything has to change. Why can't everything stay the same? People keep leaving Trinity and new ones are coming. It's not that I don't like change, it's just that I'm afraid of what's going to happen. I feel safe in my little bubble entitled Midland, and change breaks it open and screws everything up.

Everybody's just a stranger
but thats the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I'll have to pay
Still everything happens for a reason
It's no reason not to ask myself
If I'm living in rhyme

And I'm not usually the kind of person that likes to go along with the herd. I'd rather be off doing my own thing, but again, I'd run into strange new things and if that's the case I'd rather have someone with me. This year one of my VERY BEST friends is leaving Trinity, which for one now makes me the youngest person in the grade, but also leaves me feeling very vulnerable. Will someone new come and take her place? or will I just have to get along with Kelli and Susan? (jk kelli and susan, next year will be a blast) but I just wonder what's going to happen. Sometimes change is good, like after 7th grade when the clique type people left and our whole grade was all of a sudden friends. But the time between 8th and 9th grade I guess is too long to not expect change. still, last year we were all still immature spoiled brats, and now everyone's in a hurry to grow up. I guess  we'll just have to deal with the change and welcome it, but I just don't want to know what's going to happen.
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes

sorry I bored you guys I just had to "express myself"

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