c'est la vie! HAHAHAHAHA.
YO!
i havent written in here for awhile but im updating my ipod and its freakin taking forever. i guess im almost done tho. sort of. i have way too many cd's. im gona stop at 4 am and go meet andrew in bed since he went to bed like 3 hours ago! oh well hes gota work early tomorrow.
soooo um i lovee erin and sami. i duno. lol. i just felt like saying that i guess. we went to spybar last week and it was THE best. i freakin needed it. i love how im always the designated driver that drinks while driving and im never even driving my car either. im a good kid i swear. anywho we were actually going to go to some bar that they suposedly dont card you at so we tried to get dressed up and look older. i think we succeded in our mission but we couldnt find the bar so we gave up and i called dan from work and he met up with us, bought us more alcohol and we drove downtown. i was so happy to be in spybar. i hadnt gone in so long. we were in the basement tho. dan also bought us drinks there. it was totally packed! but we danced on the "stage" the whole time. i even danced in the middle of a huge group of black people. hahahaha. it was hilarious. i had 3 ciggarettes that night tho. i smoke when i drink now. gosh. i thought i was corrupting erin. im not saying she corrupted me but everyone smokes around me and i tried it one nite at a party at nicks while i was drunk bcuz i wanted her to stop and i liked it. it increases my buzz!!! sooooo i do it now. oh well sami smokes only when she drinks too. its understandable. i have no desire to do it when im sober so i think im fine. anyway we went over to paninis afterwards and got a pizza. dan payed for everything!! i feel bad but he wouldnt take my money. it was really nice of him. at the end of the night i could not drive home and i had to be dragged out of spybar because i did not want to stop dancing. it was great. and i know its bad to drive when ive been drinking but atleast i know when im not okay to drive. so sami drove home instead.
the sunday b4 after nicks going away party we went to cant stop the beat (my new favorite place) and my god it was amazing. i had cigarettes there tho and i pretty much burnt everyone around me!! hahahaha. i just was so happy about the music and that i was there i guess i was a little outa control. woopsss! lol nick was hilarious dancing. i loved it and he totally passed out on the way home, i got a picture of it. i cant wait till he comes back from germany. everyone else got annoyed with him but i didnt, i thought he was fun all the time! and also probably bcuz he would always have alcohol ready for me, he was just always ready to party like me!
friday we leave for vacation. i duno wut time we're leaving i think more towards the nighttime but i still want more clothes (ha thats not a suprise). i got suitcases!!! ive never owned any. its the rolling kind and its a 3 peice set or wutever u call it. its amazing. bright pink of course and it was only 39.99! talk about a deal! i just had to. so im excited. also i finally got a new flatiron. sami bought it for me at barnum. love her. and she gave me a hairdryer too. and also trimmed my hair for me last nite. wooooo!
on a more serious note. ive never loved my grandma more than i do now. that sounds bad but she just usually always bothers me ya know? i mean i always love her but usualy im annoyed. right now she may annoy me but i deal with it a lot better and i dont even know where id be without her. shes just an amazing person. i wish i could do something nice for her. i need more money. i should just get her flowers or a card just because.
i dotn knwo wut im gona do when erin goes back to school!!! im gona miss her so much. blehhh. i almost wana go to bowling green my fourth year of college but i dont know if anything will transfer. i mean i dont even know if im gona have enuf money for csu. i just wana get a house with everyone and live there for a year. it would be soo fun. i think my parents are gona move outa my grandmas so then i can live in the basement. (this is just a possibility i really dont wana live without sami so who knows) but if i did id save a lota money and actually be able to get a new car and wutever else i need. i duno i duno. anyway im insane when she goes back to school im planing on going down there with her to move in (with my car?!?!?! im crazy) and stay for a day or 2 and then come back since i have 6 days off in august. b4 i go down there tho i wana go to andrews cottage as like an end of the summer thing just for 1 day and 1 night with as many people as we can bring. sadly joey cant come bcuz hes going back to school b4 erin but ill get to see him again when i go down with erin. god i hope my car doesnt die. im really gona hafta see if my grandma will let me borrow hers or maybe just get it checked out from top to bottom and make sure ill be okay to drive there. i mean people have driven shitty cars probably farther than bowling green so maybe ill be okay. gosh im tired. im definitely stopping in 20 minutes cuz my eyes are getting groggy. im just trying to get all my cd's in my ipod b4 we leave on friday. ive got 763 songs on there so far. i think ive done pretty good. its crazy how many songs it fits i mean ive used not even 3 gigabites so far with that many songs and its a 20 gig! how will i ever fill it all? i can put pictures on it tho which is cool but i duno why id do that really. i guess to just fill up space and i guess to be able to look at them? i wish the thing was a camera too, that would just be sweet. i bought it for only 100 dollars from eddie at work. hes so awesome.
btw me and erin went to his show in akron a few weeks back at the interbelt. he was in the mr and ms gay akron 2006 pageant, contestant number 5 (for the ms. gay akron part)! he did so good and he got 3rd place, it was his first pageant. it was so fun! i loved it there. everyone thought me and erin were lesbians it was so funny. and we met this guy named jamez (he spells it that way) and he was so fun we danced all night. eddie seriously did so good tho. it was so great. afterwards me and erin had a while to drive home but we stopped and got mcdonalds at a 24 hour one and the girl friggen HATED us it was sooo funny. erin was so rude and outa control she even threw garbage all over the ground and parked at the exit to eat. lol. that girl at the drivethrough probably thought we were really high or something just from the way we were acting. hahaha.
man this summer has been alota fun. :)
im gona go tho i have 10 minutes left and i dont wana keep rambling in here so, until next time!!
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i havent written in here for awhile but im updating my ipod and its freakin taking forever. i guess im almost done tho. sort of. i have way too many cd's. im gona stop at 4 am and go meet andrew in bed since he went to bed like 3 hours ago! oh well hes gota work early tomorrow.
soooo um i lovee erin and sami. i duno. lol. i just felt like saying that i guess. we went to spybar last week and it was THE best. i freakin needed it. i love how im always the designated driver that drinks while driving and im never even driving my car either. im a good kid i swear. anywho we were actually going to go to some bar that they suposedly dont card you at so we tried to get dressed up and look older. i think we succeded in our mission but we couldnt find the bar so we gave up and i called dan from work and he met up with us, bought us more alcohol and we drove downtown. i was so happy to be in spybar. i hadnt gone in so long. we were in the basement tho. dan also bought us drinks there. it was totally packed! but we danced on the "stage" the whole time. i even danced in the middle of a huge group of black people. hahahaha. it was hilarious. i had 3 ciggarettes that night tho. i smoke when i drink now. gosh. i thought i was corrupting erin. im not saying she corrupted me but everyone smokes around me and i tried it one nite at a party at nicks while i was drunk bcuz i wanted her to stop and i liked it. it increases my buzz!!! sooooo i do it now. oh well sami smokes only when she drinks too. its understandable. i have no desire to do it when im sober so i think im fine. anyway we went over to paninis afterwards and got a pizza. dan payed for everything!! i feel bad but he wouldnt take my money. it was really nice of him. at the end of the night i could not drive home and i had to be dragged out of spybar because i did not want to stop dancing. it was great. and i know its bad to drive when ive been drinking but atleast i know when im not okay to drive. so sami drove home instead.
the sunday b4 after nicks going away party we went to cant stop the beat (my new favorite place) and my god it was amazing. i had cigarettes there tho and i pretty much burnt everyone around me!! hahahaha. i just was so happy about the music and that i was there i guess i was a little outa control. woopsss! lol nick was hilarious dancing. i loved it and he totally passed out on the way home, i got a picture of it. i cant wait till he comes back from germany. everyone else got annoyed with him but i didnt, i thought he was fun all the time! and also probably bcuz he would always have alcohol ready for me, he was just always ready to party like me!
friday we leave for vacation. i duno wut time we're leaving i think more towards the nighttime but i still want more clothes (ha thats not a suprise). i got suitcases!!! ive never owned any. its the rolling kind and its a 3 peice set or wutever u call it. its amazing. bright pink of course and it was only 39.99! talk about a deal! i just had to. so im excited. also i finally got a new flatiron. sami bought it for me at barnum. love her. and she gave me a hairdryer too. and also trimmed my hair for me last nite. wooooo!
on a more serious note. ive never loved my grandma more than i do now. that sounds bad but she just usually always bothers me ya know? i mean i always love her but usualy im annoyed. right now she may annoy me but i deal with it a lot better and i dont even know where id be without her. shes just an amazing person. i wish i could do something nice for her. i need more money. i should just get her flowers or a card just because.
i dotn knwo wut im gona do when erin goes back to school!!! im gona miss her so much. blehhh. i almost wana go to bowling green my fourth year of college but i dont know if anything will transfer. i mean i dont even know if im gona have enuf money for csu. i just wana get a house with everyone and live there for a year. it would be soo fun. i think my parents are gona move outa my grandmas so then i can live in the basement. (this is just a possibility i really dont wana live without sami so who knows) but if i did id save a lota money and actually be able to get a new car and wutever else i need. i duno i duno. anyway im insane when she goes back to school im planing on going down there with her to move in (with my car?!?!?! im crazy) and stay for a day or 2 and then come back since i have 6 days off in august. b4 i go down there tho i wana go to andrews cottage as like an end of the summer thing just for 1 day and 1 night with as many people as we can bring. sadly joey cant come bcuz hes going back to school b4 erin but ill get to see him again when i go down with erin. god i hope my car doesnt die. im really gona hafta see if my grandma will let me borrow hers or maybe just get it checked out from top to bottom and make sure ill be okay to drive there. i mean people have driven shitty cars probably farther than bowling green so maybe ill be okay. gosh im tired. im definitely stopping in 20 minutes cuz my eyes are getting groggy. im just trying to get all my cd's in my ipod b4 we leave on friday. ive got 763 songs on there so far. i think ive done pretty good. its crazy how many songs it fits i mean ive used not even 3 gigabites so far with that many songs and its a 20 gig! how will i ever fill it all? i can put pictures on it tho which is cool but i duno why id do that really. i guess to just fill up space and i guess to be able to look at them? i wish the thing was a camera too, that would just be sweet. i bought it for only 100 dollars from eddie at work. hes so awesome.
btw me and erin went to his show in akron a few weeks back at the interbelt. he was in the mr and ms gay akron 2006 pageant, contestant number 5 (for the ms. gay akron part)! he did so good and he got 3rd place, it was his first pageant. it was so fun! i loved it there. everyone thought me and erin were lesbians it was so funny. and we met this guy named jamez (he spells it that way) and he was so fun we danced all night. eddie seriously did so good tho. it was so great. afterwards me and erin had a while to drive home but we stopped and got mcdonalds at a 24 hour one and the girl friggen HATED us it was sooo funny. erin was so rude and outa control she even threw garbage all over the ground and parked at the exit to eat. lol. that girl at the drivethrough probably thought we were really high or something just from the way we were acting. hahaha.
man this summer has been alota fun. :)
im gona go tho i have 10 minutes left and i dont wana keep rambling in here so, until next time!!
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