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so, I'm feeling kind of insignificant, and took a bigger hit than I thought earlier...I need to let myself be important...but sometimes, I think I imagine myself to be less to people so that I'm not surprised when I'm not important...I know I dig a lot of my own holes and I wish I didn't do that so much...I really just want to let it all out but I know I'm overly emotional too much of the time and I know I'm way too needy a lot of the time too...and I know I need to stop posting shit like this in livejournal and the like and I need to learn to suck it up and deal with it on my own...because everyone's got problems and no one wants to get on here to read about mine.