Crazed and Confused
Sometimes I feel like going right and sometimes left...and other times like I want to spin around in cirles until I feel ready to puke and then I want to lay in the grass in the warm sun and let myself feel grounded even though everything is spinning around me. I want to find a greener pasture to live in where the grass is a little taller and the breeze is a little cooler and the flowers are a little more fragrent...the way the kitchen smells when you sleep in late in the morning and someone you love is cooking you breakfast; and they try to be quiet so they don't wake you up, but the anticipation in their heart is so loud that it shakes you gently and opens your eyes to the sunshine.
I have been feeling a little confused about the messages some people are sending my way. I just know that I'm tired of being played like a fool. I've learned to appreciate myself a little bit more, and realized that other people need to as well. Not that everyone needs to treat me like a queen or anything, but stop playing games; stop constantly changing their minds. Either it's me or it's not. Every time things start to look clear again something happens and the wires get crossed again.
Kayla...page 57 (in best whisper voice). Boarders was great fun. We deffinatly need to hang out more. He totally did the anti-flag thing on purpose lol.
Lindsey, coffee time is in order (well, chi tea for me I guess until Easter). You know that you can call anytime. I know it's tough not having you mom home, hang in there.
I have been feeling a little confused about the messages some people are sending my way. I just know that I'm tired of being played like a fool. I've learned to appreciate myself a little bit more, and realized that other people need to as well. Not that everyone needs to treat me like a queen or anything, but stop playing games; stop constantly changing their minds. Either it's me or it's not. Every time things start to look clear again something happens and the wires get crossed again.
Kayla...page 57 (in best whisper voice). Boarders was great fun. We deffinatly need to hang out more. He totally did the anti-flag thing on purpose lol.
Lindsey, coffee time is in order (well, chi tea for me I guess until Easter). You know that you can call anytime. I know it's tough not having you mom home, hang in there.