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the past two months have seemed like one long day.
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it's crazy to think school is almost over. it has been so short. i have learned nothing. i feel like this entire year was just wasted. the only class that i wanted to pay attention to was Marine Biology which turned to shit when our teacher went on maternity leave. so now we have this subsitute and no one has learned anything.
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i'm numb. i feel like i have no emotions anymore. and when they do come out, it's only for little spirts. i will be really happy one second then slide straight back into nothingness. or be really sad for a second and again go into nothingness. not anything. just blank and "whatever" to everything. but i don't mind.
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i realized i havent had a good, real conversation with substinance with anyone lately. except for my mom. i am usually just spitting out random shit that is jumbled by my incoherent, faded mind. or i am saying "for sure" or "whatever" or "it's chill". this is a pretty pathetic vocabulary. but i cant help it. my brain cant function anymore. it's sleep deprived.
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it's crazy to think school is almost over. it has been so short. i have learned nothing. i feel like this entire year was just wasted. the only class that i wanted to pay attention to was Marine Biology which turned to shit when our teacher went on maternity leave. so now we have this subsitute and no one has learned anything.
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i'm numb. i feel like i have no emotions anymore. and when they do come out, it's only for little spirts. i will be really happy one second then slide straight back into nothingness. or be really sad for a second and again go into nothingness. not anything. just blank and "whatever" to everything. but i don't mind.
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i realized i havent had a good, real conversation with substinance with anyone lately. except for my mom. i am usually just spitting out random shit that is jumbled by my incoherent, faded mind. or i am saying "for sure" or "whatever" or "it's chill". this is a pretty pathetic vocabulary. but i cant help it. my brain cant function anymore. it's sleep deprived.
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