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I can't sleep. I was just laying in bed for about 30 minutes listening to music reminising about all kinds of shit. It's amazing how a song can just take you back. It 1st made me think about the past, then it made me think about my future. I'm so freaked out about what I'm doing. I have decided to move up to my dad's house in Houghton Lake and go to school at the community college up here. I'm going into the RN program. I just signed up for classes today. I keep questioning myself.. is this the right decision? How much is this going to affect my future? I suck at making decisions and this is a HUGE one. Am I gonna fuck this up like I fucked up my 2nd semester at OCC?.. So much is going through my head. Fuck it, I'll be fine.