dont know what i want and thats all ive got and im pickin scabs off my face
i have no life.i mean that in more than the sence of sitting inside on a friday night doing homewrok. i mean i dont see a life for me. what am i to amount to? im nothing now what significant change will happen in a couple years? sometimes its like i got nothing to offer. just a stupid, jerk, honry kid. i would love to believe im more than that but no evidence tells me so. you cant run around in circles if you want to build a life, i dont know what i want yet. i cant even imagine what i want. everything is a blur.
speaking of me being horny and a stupid jerk i have another complaint. i hate being judged lower than i deserve. now excuse my ummodest behavior but im better than what i get. my family is the biggest example. im a dumb kid to them. im so isolated from my family sometimes. I guess im getting my hair cut. i just found out. i would fight it but i just dont care. let my family run my life, i dont care, let me be pushed around by anyone and everyone, i dont care, let aliens take me and stick some probe in my ass, i dont care. i got a Wish in one hand and shit in the other and im gonna just see which one gets filled first.
speaking of me being horny and a stupid jerk i have another complaint. i hate being judged lower than i deserve. now excuse my ummodest behavior but im better than what i get. my family is the biggest example. im a dumb kid to them. im so isolated from my family sometimes. I guess im getting my hair cut. i just found out. i would fight it but i just dont care. let my family run my life, i dont care, let me be pushed around by anyone and everyone, i dont care, let aliens take me and stick some probe in my ass, i dont care. i got a Wish in one hand and shit in the other and im gonna just see which one gets filled first.