Dec 02, 2004 19:26
what a day. i feel like its really late but its only 7:30.Today dragged so much. I didnt do anything, its so uneventful. I had to make my day interesting myself, for example, by the end of the day i found myself purposly not finding a ride home until last minute. i knew i needed one becuas ei need to be home today but insted of getting one righ taway which would have been easy i just waited until last minute. lucky me, denise broke the law and gave me a ride home. that was the highlight of my day. tomorrow should be more exciting.
Speaking of denise she made me really start to think of all these disturbing thoughts. well i should say she made me realize how many i have. most of them are sex orientated, but now whenever i have one it sticks in my mind longer because denise asked me about them twice and i kept telling myself to remember one for next time i see her. now i keep thinking weird, horny, mean, and all and all distubing things. man, i can be really fucked up sometimes...oh well.
ive had so much time today i did a shit load of homework, and actually did it. i most times half ass it. homework doesnt matter so much as long as you understand what you are doing.
nothing worth talking about to anyone happens anymore. i find myself forcing things to happen so ill be able to look back and say "yeah that was awesome" i want my life to be more exciting without me having to force it. oh well, i want a lot of things.