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hmm... i guess i havent updated in a while, not that you care. if you really want a quick update of the last 11 days ill give it to you.
the futz is going good. im thinking my voice mreally sucks, like i scream, not sing. i scream becuase thats the way i rehears it. i need to be heard and we dont have a mic so i scream. im afraid to put in songs that arnt just me being horny and stupid. for two reasons, 1) the crowd wont like it 2) my voice will make the song suffer. oh well
joe and denise are like a thing now, i say like becuase i dont really know. it affects me because joe is slowly going to satrt hanging out with her and leave me behind or so the plan goes.heh. hope that works out for them
im bored im always bored
im not going to the pixies concert and im pissed. ugh. iw ant to hit something. ian owes me for making me look forward to something for a month then pulling it all down. stupid parents, i wish i had a car. most of my problems would be solved if i had a car. im going to make one myself. a nice little box car.
havent really updated much becuase i use my real journal now to write down thoughts and im sure you dont care about my day so whatever.
i wish i was going to the pixies concert so bad, ugh. i want to punch ian and his parents in the face. im fine with them not taking me but to tell me 6 days before the concert? i could have found a different way there. i cant find anyone else to take me in 6 days. if i found one in 2 days at the least the good seats will have been taken if not already. oh well. what can you do?
i need to make new friends. not saying mine are bad but i need a surplus of kids who i can call when my good ones arnt around.
the futz is going good. im thinking my voice mreally sucks, like i scream, not sing. i scream becuase thats the way i rehears it. i need to be heard and we dont have a mic so i scream. im afraid to put in songs that arnt just me being horny and stupid. for two reasons, 1) the crowd wont like it 2) my voice will make the song suffer. oh well
joe and denise are like a thing now, i say like becuase i dont really know. it affects me because joe is slowly going to satrt hanging out with her and leave me behind or so the plan goes.heh. hope that works out for them
im bored im always bored
im not going to the pixies concert and im pissed. ugh. iw ant to hit something. ian owes me for making me look forward to something for a month then pulling it all down. stupid parents, i wish i had a car. most of my problems would be solved if i had a car. im going to make one myself. a nice little box car.
havent really updated much becuase i use my real journal now to write down thoughts and im sure you dont care about my day so whatever.
i wish i was going to the pixies concert so bad, ugh. i want to punch ian and his parents in the face. im fine with them not taking me but to tell me 6 days before the concert? i could have found a different way there. i cant find anyone else to take me in 6 days. if i found one in 2 days at the least the good seats will have been taken if not already. oh well. what can you do?
i need to make new friends. not saying mine are bad but i need a surplus of kids who i can call when my good ones arnt around.