do you have anothe opinion?
ugh, the futz has been pissing me off lately. i feel very futile in the whole equations. I dont get a say in anything and im not really needed. Its all joe. anything remotly creative to come out of the band is done by joe. joe is the heart, soul, brain, and life of the band. james and i are just a drummer and a singer. if it came down to it we could be replaced. we dont set aside a sound or an image. i have no idea what im talking about musicly. i should quit. i quit everything. i realized this just now. joe wrote this song called want. i personally dont like it. but he does. he is going to make a part for us, tell us how to do it and we are going to play it. i look back on songs that i wrote and i really liked, joe didnt or was to fucking lazy to make a part for them so they didnt become songs. makes me feel useless. whatever. this entry is going to come back in bite me in the ass when joe reads it, hell probably say some stupid shit and that will be that ill be pushed around once again. ooh well. fuck this.