Sep 13, 2004 20:47
so today everyone was wearing shirts that said RIP and AW in honor of alison. I thought that was weird. Its demoting to her death and its like advertising it. I kept thinking to myself that it would be funny if the shirt said PEPSI PRESENTS: the death of alison white. Now she has a scholoarship in her name. I mean, she didnt achieve anything. Its funny how people say congrats at birhtdays to like congradualte you for living and once you die they honor your hollow life. Everyone i guess thinks about what people would do if they died. Thats stupid to me. why does it matter what people think of you when you die. You wont care when your dead. I only care when im living. whatever
I had no place to sit at lunch today. I felt like such a loser. i wanted to go sit with Andrew McCleay and Amanda Injamie but i thought it would be weird for them so i walked around. FIrst i went to the Goth/emo kids, they didnt seem too nice to see me. Then i saw adam and the band nerds where i would fit most in, and they didnt have a seat for me and the cheerleaders wouldnt move down. So finally i got a seat with tthe jocks and then the kid who was supposed to sit there came back. i had nothing else to do so i did the hupla thing from kids in the hall to the jocks. then i was told by franky that they said if i ever sit at their table ill get beat up. hahaha, i did my job.
I want to record with the futz already...i think we are ready i mean Im sure Ed wasnt as rehearsed as we are (or at least thats what im told)
I want a lot, i need a lot, hehehe im a leach.