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Nov 01, 2005 18:05

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amber_green November 1 2005, 16:04:06 UTC
governor's school is a program where you like go to this college for the summer for art or something & you take classes and do fun things. I was SUPPOSED to get nominated for art, and mr. colson went well out of his way to get me ready for it, but then I got suspended for holding hands with nick and mr. ewing was like "go to the office" and then we didn't go and got 3 days for "defiance." so mr. colson was like, saying that b/c I got suspended it looks bad & that maybe if I'm too busy holding hands that maybe I am not "serious" about art as I was before. but after he said that I was totally upset, and I really DID stop taking art seriously. I pretty much fucked around all class for the rest of the year. I forgot about that but I was just thinking, yeah that was really upsetting. but yeah if you go to governor's school it'll probably be fun but it might just be a bunch of smart kids I DUNNO CUZ I NEVER WENT!

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im_a_carrot November 2 2005, 13:02:43 UTC
wow that would have been so cool if you had gone
does nick know that you are getting married?
his little brother sat near me outside but i didn't say hi
nicks in southeastern now and so is like everyone from warrenton

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amber_green November 2 2005, 13:05:23 UTC
haha that is so lame.
no I don't even talk to Nick.
like I haven't talked to him since
after we broke up I haven't even heard from him.
haha if you see his bro you should be like
tell your big brother his ex is getting MARRIED
and she's doing really GREAT so FUCK YOU.
he really hurt me :(
like he was the first guy I ever really LOVED
and when things got hard he just left me.
I was in the worst place in my life,
just having been kicked out of my house,
& I was SO depressed, I was crying all the time,
begging my dad to let me come home,
and cutting again and freaking out
& even thought I was PREGNANT.
and he fucking left me when all that was happening
which made it 100 x worse b/c he was the
only person I could even talk to
that understood what I was going through.

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im_a_carrot November 2 2005, 13:20:18 UTC
what a fucking dick
he told my friend that his dad was in this famous band lol
i thought about telling that to his brother, i guess i will have to next time he skips thirdyou know chris anderson and austin shaffer?
they both got expelled too, did i tell you this? they all go to southeastern now until january

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amber_green November 2 2005, 13:24:04 UTC
hahaha chris anderson didn't seem like a like bad kid or anything, and I don't remember austin that well. I only remember chris cuz I used to hang out with him & nick on the bus. YEAH Nick had a tendency to lie about things. like lie to me about his age when I first met him and saying that he had his learners permit when he was really 14. then he like lied and said he did'nt get braces when he did and I saw them and I was like "wtf why did you fucking lie to me?" and he was like "I thought you would'nt like me anymore" so I mean, he did'nt lie to me all the time about bad stuff but he did lie and shit and it wasn't cool. but we had a pretty good relationship til we started messing around.

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im_a_carrot November 2 2005, 13:28:30 UTC
yeah nick definitely seems really immature and shit
chris is a really good guy, we've always had this like THING for each other, you know? its so bad but you know...
chris got drunk before school one day and barfed in homeroom and they gave him a breathalyzer : (
his mom and stepdad got divorced and his stepdad was like his DAD, so he was depressed about that too
i feel really bad about it
how long did you and nick date?
oh by the way, i have this friend and our freshman year she was like so in love with nick and she found out that you were going out with him and she hated you so much and didnt even know you! i was like what the heck man, shes cool, she has green hair!

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amber_green November 2 2005, 13:31:16 UTC
haha yeah we dated for 5 months. didn't do ANYTHING but hang out for like 3 1/2 months like we just kissed and held hands & we had the cutest relationship. then I was dumb and wanted to like do more...ya know? that's why my dad kicked me out cuz he found out nick came over when he wasn't home and we had sex in my bedroom (whoopdi damn do) and my stepmom was just waiting for an excuse to kick both my brother & me out b/c she hated my bro and she wasn't getting along with me that much anymore. so yeah shit happened. but Nick was my longest relationship until I met JD. we've been dating 8 months today actually haha dammit I keep forgetting out anniversary. WOO 8 months haha!

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amber_green November 2 2005, 13:31:49 UTC
hey I'm online so IM me haha at ikisssiamesegun (you have aim right?)

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