JD has major problems, cuz his doctor prescribed him for speed for like 10 years. he totally crashed when he came off of it. now he hates going to movie theatres, b/c he can see each frame flashing, and everything kinda goes a little slower for him. he also gets wierd pains in his head sometimes. but for doing it for so long, I think he's doing okay without it! it's been like 2 years since HE'S been off it too or 3 I dunno. but there was a big deal about how they wrote it down for the airforce papers.
yeah, i wasnt supposed to take it though i just did and now, yeah thats what i feel sometimes too, like stuff goes slower its only just this month ive actually been prescribed something mood enhancing, so im stopping everything completely to try to get better but yeah i was pissed though, cause today its pretty bad, i cant just lay there when im tired and veg, i have to sit up or else shit shakes ya know? whine whine whine
yeah I understand though, he doesn't bitch about it, but he says things about it sometimes, and it makes me worry a little. his memory is shot too. he can't remember a lot of what happened while he was on speed. like, he remembers glimpses of things, and has bad dreams all the time, and he doesn't know what's true or not. so it kinda sucks! but yeah his doctor gave it to him for like "ADHD" adderoll and crap, but eventually his medicine said "amphetamines" on the bottle and I guess his parents didn't do anything, and he got a new doctor after 10 years and they made him get off it, even though he crashed really bad.
yeah i crashed pretty bad because even though it wasnt as long as jd, more like three months, everyday i was completely fucked up i would just take one like the second i didnt feel as highg as the second before i had that withdrawl shit, the only shit ive ever felt addicted to i was crying and shit i did adderall that people sold me when i couldnt get, like, SPEED id even do diet pills if i couldnt get the other shit then i ran out of money then they made ephedrine illegal so i couldnt get it in diet pills so i just gave up that sucks about jd! i cant wait to meet him at the reception, i like him a lot already!
cuz his doctor prescribed him for speed
for like 10 years.
he totally crashed when he came off of it.
now he hates going to movie theatres,
b/c he can see each frame flashing,
and everything kinda goes a little slower for him.
he also gets wierd pains in his head sometimes.
but for doing it for so long,
I think he's doing okay without it!
it's been like 2 years since HE'S been off it too or 3 I dunno.
but there was a big deal about how they wrote it down
for the airforce papers.
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i just did
and now, yeah thats what i feel sometimes too, like stuff goes slower
its only just this month ive actually been prescribed something mood enhancing, so im stopping everything completely to try to get better
but yeah i was pissed though, cause today its pretty bad, i cant just lay there when im tired and veg, i have to sit up or else shit shakes ya know? whine whine whine
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he doesn't bitch about it,
but he says things about it sometimes,
and it makes me worry a little.
his memory is shot too.
he can't remember a lot of what happened
while he was on speed.
like, he remembers glimpses of things,
and has bad dreams all the time,
and he doesn't know what's true or not.
so it kinda sucks!
but yeah his doctor gave it to him for like
"ADHD" adderoll and crap,
but eventually his medicine said
"amphetamines" on the bottle
and I guess his parents didn't do anything,
and he got a new doctor after 10 years
and they made him get off it,
even though he crashed really bad.
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i would just take one like the second i didnt feel as highg as the second before
i had that withdrawl shit, the only shit ive ever felt addicted to
i was crying and shit
i did adderall that people sold me when i couldnt get, like, SPEED
id even do diet pills if i couldnt get the other shit
then i ran out of money
then they made ephedrine illegal so i couldnt get it in diet pills
so i just gave up
that sucks about jd!
i cant wait to meet him at the reception, i like him a lot already!
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& he'd wake up and eat a lot
then fall back asleep,
he said it was like that for like 2 weeks or so.
haha! the reception will be fun!!
I can't wait til it anyway,
but I can't wait to get married! lol
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