if i fall back down...you're gonna help me back up again
Things have been kinda weird with me lately. I mean, around a lot of my friends, i just don't feel like I fit in all that much anymore. my friends are great but i feel really outta place. i dunno... this probally sounds really lame
not a lot happened this week. monday nothing. tuesday i had a drs. appointment after school. woo hoo. fun! not.
wednesday i had softball practice. it was pretty fun. i realized just how terrible i am at batting. that makes me a little nervous for tryouts. which start tomorrow if it doens't rain.
Thursday was the ms. cox pageant. it was pretty fun in the beginning but i got into another argument with andy...yeah that's getting a little old. so the rest of the time really wasn't too fun. he's probally gonna kill me for writing this but after we broke up, i have felt more stressed and unhappy than i ever have because of all this bullcrap drama that has been going on. everytime i think i'm gonna be happy again, it doesn't happen. hopefully that will change.
nothing happened friday. saturday morning i had field work and practice. it was soo fricken cold outside. ah.
well this weekend was really super boring. i didn't go to church this morning. i didn't feel too good. it's kinda weird though. i mean i just started going to church a couple of weeks ago. and i wanna keep going but i always have to go by myself because my parents refuse to go. and i kinda feel uncomfortable going by myself. i have met jaime there the last couple of times but i dunno...i really didn't wanna go by myself today because jaime isn't here. so i just didn't go. i'm lame...whatever.
leave me a comment please! <3 amanda
not a lot happened this week. monday nothing. tuesday i had a drs. appointment after school. woo hoo. fun! not.
wednesday i had softball practice. it was pretty fun. i realized just how terrible i am at batting. that makes me a little nervous for tryouts. which start tomorrow if it doens't rain.
Thursday was the ms. cox pageant. it was pretty fun in the beginning but i got into another argument with andy...yeah that's getting a little old. so the rest of the time really wasn't too fun. he's probally gonna kill me for writing this but after we broke up, i have felt more stressed and unhappy than i ever have because of all this bullcrap drama that has been going on. everytime i think i'm gonna be happy again, it doesn't happen. hopefully that will change.
nothing happened friday. saturday morning i had field work and practice. it was soo fricken cold outside. ah.
well this weekend was really super boring. i didn't go to church this morning. i didn't feel too good. it's kinda weird though. i mean i just started going to church a couple of weeks ago. and i wanna keep going but i always have to go by myself because my parents refuse to go. and i kinda feel uncomfortable going by myself. i have met jaime there the last couple of times but i dunno...i really didn't wanna go by myself today because jaime isn't here. so i just didn't go. i'm lame...whatever.
leave me a comment please! <3 amanda