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So at this moment im staring blankly at my surroundings and im feeling as if this is my new home. Nothings new because what should be. Feeling tired is nothing new, feeling like this for months now so its something ive gotten used to. Music,music,music, my room and my phone are my closest friends. Thats pretty ridiculous but the truth is thats all i have because sometimes friends are so much drama and it shouldnt even be that way. Why cant i have friends that listen when i need to talk i mean i wont steal their time when they have to talk but sometimes i just need to let it all out because if i dont ill go nuts and at this point thats not to good ive been going crazy so much and i hate it i need something different something new because nothing new has happened, rememeber? I dont think i have time for this i dont have anything to say. school today was a drag its as if i shouldnt of even gone, for what i felt dizzy and i was delirious. i didnt even really do my work. maybe the only reason to go was to eat my hamburger that i didnt even get to finish because fucking faggots like to cut in line. and losers like me dont stand up for myself why should i right? i can wait im nice. let them go its only one person..WRONG more like fucking 5 faggots that want to take up my time. 20 minutes in the line 5 minutes to eat. whats the point..there goes my moms hard earned money. wow that was stupid. i couldve saved that money for candy i couldve eaten during 5th period its cause im a tubby. yea hell yea iam. hahaa wow school better be fucking great tommorow or im going to be a total bitch..jk i cant do that its hard.. you know ITS hard. why am i cursing so much..stupid shit. im nice and i like candy from the mall. mmmmmmm stefanie brought some today. and i was in heaven. yea thats right heaven..all right well thats about it..i cant go on with this forever because my day today was a drag duh.!!!!

SECRETS DONT MAKE FRIENDS

This place is a bloodbath
And we won't be taken alive
We stand alone
Under fictitious skies

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, suck the life out of me
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

You were my compass
Leading me to nowhere fast
Promises were lonely roads
I followed you down like a map

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, suck the life out of me
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

Fuck you
Secrets don't make friends
Secrets don't make...

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

Secrets don't make friends