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[im___not___okay]

so...today was the last day. i cried a few times.......i didn't get my report card because of asshole scott, but i found out i passed. it's probably goign to dawn on me later that a bunch of people i saw every day and took for granted aren't going to be here next year. some of my best friends left for high school, and other people that i love and have never told left for buddy taylor. so many things i wished to accomplish before the end of the year, i didn't. and i'm so sorry. i didn't even get to say good bye to mat while at school. but......i've heard that he really did get helled back. i'm not sure. i kind of hope so, and hope not. weird. anyway...............all that sucks.....is that.....it just feels so incomplete. maybe it's because i dont have a report card...........or f-cat scores.....

write more later,
alicia