man oh man
well it has been a really bad past 2 days..i have cried so much and felt so bad...i really like this one guy and he liked me but now he is all no i cant do this..im a jerk........WELL ITS NOT EASY FOR ME EITHER!!!!
Worst of all he wants to forget he even liked me...wtf!?!?!??!!?!?!?! i tried hard to make him think im ok but im not...this is going to hurt me for the rest of my life...im not saying i wont get over it but it will be the one thing where i say what if ....Ive been blaming it on me..i know its not my fault but i keep on thinking what if I was better looking..or skinnier...what if I had a better personality..I dunno whats wrong with me but im gonna need some time to heal...please dont worry if i seem depressed for a while..ill be fine and get over it but I really care about this boy..to forget him.....I cant
God please help me I need you now
Worst of all he wants to forget he even liked me...wtf!?!?!??!!?!?!?! i tried hard to make him think im ok but im not...this is going to hurt me for the rest of my life...im not saying i wont get over it but it will be the one thing where i say what if ....Ive been blaming it on me..i know its not my fault but i keep on thinking what if I was better looking..or skinnier...what if I had a better personality..I dunno whats wrong with me but im gonna need some time to heal...please dont worry if i seem depressed for a while..ill be fine and get over it but I really care about this boy..to forget him.....I cant
God please help me I need you now