i fucked up

[im4everurs]

what the hell is happening..?
i'm so confused
are u still mad at me?
what has been this 'stuff' that's been going on for you?
i'm sorry about all of what i've been doing
infact i had a dream about it all being wrong
and of course my timing sucks
we both haven't been in a good place lately
but i'm willing to listen and help out

i think that i may have discovered something big about myself
but it's so definite that i don't want to mention
and i really can't be to sure
i've now done everything i never wanted to do
and the one that hurts the most was ever hurting you

my I'm Sorry poem:

I'm sorry for causing you pain.
I'm sorry for the problems you have gained.
I'm sorry for giving you trouble.
I'm sorry for the pieces that are falling like rubble.
I'm sorry, in so many ways I have tried.
I'm sorry, we both may have cried.
I'm sorry, for having a large sin.
I'm sorry, I apparently didn't win.
I'm sorry for this bad, bad crime.
I'm sorry; we've been at each other like a mine.
I'm sorry; I know I'm no longer a friend.
I'm sorry, I hope you can mend.
I'm sorry, I made a mistake, I admit.
I'm sorry; if forgiveness comes you won't regret it.

and on to other news:

my best friend
the only one that i can tell everything to
well it's no surprise
i miss you