A wonderful night

Sep 11, 2004 21:55

I really did have a great time tonight. I got to see a zombie horror flick, Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse (if you know me then you know of my fetish for the un-dead), which I thought as awesome... for a movie based on a video game. Honestly that isn't saying all that much. But it really was good. It was EXACTLY like the video game. The girl who played Jill Valentine looked as if she had spawned directly from my playstation. I suppose this is not that big of a deal to most of you, and it probably would not be as enjoyable for someone who hasen't played any of the games in the series. But for myself (I own RE 1, 3, and Outbreak) it was refreshing. And some of the zombie scenes really were fucking amazing. Zombie children... beautiful... Oh how I love gore.

I got to see Rory today. I haven't hung out with him for quite some time. The boy is now wearing bronze lip gloss...

...

That's a little much, even for the gayest of gays...

Yet, to this day, I dare not accuse him of being homosexual. Until he says to me "Roger, I'm gay" I suppose I'll just have to grin and accept it. But it really would be a weight lifted from my chest just hearing him come out. Things would just seem alot more... acceptable...

Justine is home this weekend, and she popped over for a visit today along with Katie Cleary. Originally Katie was supposed to sleep over, but I'm guessing her dad still wont let her. I don't understand why... I really am gay. I swear to God. I swear that the whole thing isn't just one great big flamboyant act meant to get girls in bed with me. I really do like penis...

Maybe I'm not as gay as I think I am...

...

*Busts out laughing*

Oh that's rich.

However, I do intend to tone it down... alot... The whole voice/look/hip swinging needs to go if I really intend to live a semi-normal life. Or at least a life I consider normal. I really am starting to get tired of myself. This whole teeny-bopper sugar-coated fag phase has been fine, but I still need to mature... alot... and I really don't think I can do that and at the same time wear hot pink and talk like a 15 year old school girl with a bad lisp.

Sigh... this really wont be easy...

Nothing ever is.

homosexual, zombies, gay, resident evil, rory

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