Back to start
I WILL GET BACK TO THIS! so I'm starting back from scratch but this time i weigh more than i did before i'm 139.00 now ad that is the fattest I have ever been! and it is so depressing so i'm trying so hard starting this week. It is already monday and all I have had to eat was a bowl full of 3 bullion cubes so that comes to 15 calories and I am about to put my bathing suit on and go lay out in the sun to get some color and I'm going to read the book I have to read for my Lit of the Holocaust class and for my film and lit class because summer classes are so demanding! I'm also going to go to the gym to burn some calories and then continue to read and stuff and keep my mind off of food and then do laundry so I have clean clothes for the weekend and going away with teddy for the weekend to jim bob fest with 3 moon bounces! I have had 2 bottles of water today so far and when I'm at the gym i will have a bottle of powerade zero for zero calories and it has electro lites and that helps with hydration! I don't want to eat much more but I might just eat bullion all day or just 3 bowls of 15 calories a piece but now i am going to go out inthe sun and get some color!! I WILL UPDATE LATER!