Second entry of the night.
I'm about to pass out because I have a VERY busy day tomorrow but I would just like to say that my bestest girl friend Jamie Lynn is brilliant and smart, especially tonight. :P haha (Can't wait to go bowling sweet cheeks! I misses you mucho grande!)
Jamie: it is like a huge bump in the road ..even when we argue and talk about it like we did last night and him tellin me everything i want to hear .. but it just doesnt sink into my skull ... its gay
Jamie: i guess im afraid if i finally let down my gaurd about it ... thats when ill get hurt
Me: wow thats a deep point
Me: i never looked at it that way
Jamie: haha .. neither did i .. till just now ... and it makes complete sense too
Jamie: so .. then that leaves a choice ... take a risk and let the guard down and pray if you seriously think its the one and your meant to be together ... or .. keep the gaurd up and keep gettin into nasty fights and feelin like your just goin over bumps every time he wants to go out .. and spend the night in tears and worries
Me:some where there has to be a happy medium .. hopefully haha
Jamie: it just all makes sense now ... it all comes down to being afraid that that one good thing thats goin in your life .. could come crashing down at any point and us females leave our gaurds up to a point ... to try to protect ourselves ... when really were just hurting ourselves .. and it could be the possible reason for a strong love filled relationship to possibly end
I love her <3
And I wish her and Mike the best luck in the world. They are almost as perfect as Jayme and I hahaha. I'm teasing, kind of :P
I hope she gets to be over all this and finds her happy medium at least.
I think I'm finally finding my happy medium too.
But we'll see when he moves up here and how many happy medium moments I have. haha.
Good night everybody!
Jamie: it is like a huge bump in the road ..even when we argue and talk about it like we did last night and him tellin me everything i want to hear .. but it just doesnt sink into my skull ... its gay
Jamie: i guess im afraid if i finally let down my gaurd about it ... thats when ill get hurt
Me: wow thats a deep point
Me: i never looked at it that way
Jamie: haha .. neither did i .. till just now ... and it makes complete sense too
Jamie: so .. then that leaves a choice ... take a risk and let the guard down and pray if you seriously think its the one and your meant to be together ... or .. keep the gaurd up and keep gettin into nasty fights and feelin like your just goin over bumps every time he wants to go out .. and spend the night in tears and worries
Me:some where there has to be a happy medium .. hopefully haha
Jamie: it just all makes sense now ... it all comes down to being afraid that that one good thing thats goin in your life .. could come crashing down at any point and us females leave our gaurds up to a point ... to try to protect ourselves ... when really were just hurting ourselves .. and it could be the possible reason for a strong love filled relationship to possibly end
I love her <3
And I wish her and Mike the best luck in the world. They are almost as perfect as Jayme and I hahaha. I'm teasing, kind of :P
I hope she gets to be over all this and finds her happy medium at least.
I think I'm finally finding my happy medium too.
But we'll see when he moves up here and how many happy medium moments I have. haha.
Good night everybody!