I don't even remeber what Html is!
God, I just spent probably like 2 hours sitting here trying to get a new layout for my Lj. I totally, totally forgot how to do it, but I figured it out and I got a new icon and a new layout! Stoked!
Today is Monday and I am glad that I am home and about to eat Panera and go to bed. I got my stomach tattooed on Saturday and my stomach muscles are so fucking sore it is UNREAL. I could BARELY move Sunday, I just wanted to die. It almost made me never want to get tattooed again...I don't even want to finish it.
Really though, I just want to move out more than I want any tattoo. So, hopefully that happens soon. Me and Jake looked at a good house this weekend and we applied for it. I am kinda hoping we get it (okay I am totally lying I think the house is sweet for the price). I am just trying to not get my hopes up because we all know how I am. Too eager! Anyway, it's a three bedroom, 1.5 bath, nice garage, allows pups, and is newly redone on the inside. I guess the tenants (RIGHT TERMINOLOGY THANKS TO KERI LYNN) before us destroyed the place so Bob and Jackie have fixed it up. I was really impressed with how it looked! Older cabinets and doors, but everything else was new and fresh. Like I care about a cabinet, psh. I don't even have enough dishes to fill the cabinets! So we will see what happens. I am ready though; nervous but ready.
I'm still battling constant loneliness lately. Not even having anything to do with my boyfriend or feeling loved, just like not having friends or anyone to talk to that ISN'T Jake. I tried really hard to be Rodney's gfs friend (Melissa), even after she pulled me into the bathroom and scolded me for being Rodney's friend. But she did apologize for that and whatever man! I wanted to move on! Then when her and Rod broke up, she started seeing someone. Okay cool, I never told her not to and listened to her continuously talk about the new relationship and how much better it was than Rodney. Great, glad for you (Rodney is the worst boyfriend). So Rodney was constantly hanging out with Jake and I, like annoyingly. I would come over Jake's everyday and Rodney would just BE THERE. The whole time he is like 'hook me up hook me up.' Alright, whatever. Me, Jake, Rodney and a girl I work with Madison went to a bar in Lakewood. They kissed, never saw each other again (mind you Melissa is having this guy sleep over **but I don't think they ever banged**). So now Melissa and Rodney are back together, but now she can't talk to me or hang with me. Okay I lied, she talks to me but it is always like 'We should hang!' then she bails on me, whatever. So I find out this weekend that her and her little fucking friend (who also is friendly to my face) are talking shit about how I had Rodney hang out with Madison! WTF! WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK. I really don't fucking understand women. At all ever. They were BROKEN UP. NOT TALKING. I would never have done it if it was wishy washy or whatever.
God. The situation is so frustrating. Anyway. I just want a girl to kick it with me. I don't have that so...whatever.
Carrie's mom died on Saturday, her wake is tomorrow. I also have another surgical consult tomorrow. Another busy day!
Today is Monday and I am glad that I am home and about to eat Panera and go to bed. I got my stomach tattooed on Saturday and my stomach muscles are so fucking sore it is UNREAL. I could BARELY move Sunday, I just wanted to die. It almost made me never want to get tattooed again...I don't even want to finish it.
Really though, I just want to move out more than I want any tattoo. So, hopefully that happens soon. Me and Jake looked at a good house this weekend and we applied for it. I am kinda hoping we get it (okay I am totally lying I think the house is sweet for the price). I am just trying to not get my hopes up because we all know how I am. Too eager! Anyway, it's a three bedroom, 1.5 bath, nice garage, allows pups, and is newly redone on the inside. I guess the tenants (RIGHT TERMINOLOGY THANKS TO KERI LYNN) before us destroyed the place so Bob and Jackie have fixed it up. I was really impressed with how it looked! Older cabinets and doors, but everything else was new and fresh. Like I care about a cabinet, psh. I don't even have enough dishes to fill the cabinets! So we will see what happens. I am ready though; nervous but ready.
I'm still battling constant loneliness lately. Not even having anything to do with my boyfriend or feeling loved, just like not having friends or anyone to talk to that ISN'T Jake. I tried really hard to be Rodney's gfs friend (Melissa), even after she pulled me into the bathroom and scolded me for being Rodney's friend. But she did apologize for that and whatever man! I wanted to move on! Then when her and Rod broke up, she started seeing someone. Okay cool, I never told her not to and listened to her continuously talk about the new relationship and how much better it was than Rodney. Great, glad for you (Rodney is the worst boyfriend). So Rodney was constantly hanging out with Jake and I, like annoyingly. I would come over Jake's everyday and Rodney would just BE THERE. The whole time he is like 'hook me up hook me up.' Alright, whatever. Me, Jake, Rodney and a girl I work with Madison went to a bar in Lakewood. They kissed, never saw each other again (mind you Melissa is having this guy sleep over **but I don't think they ever banged**). So now Melissa and Rodney are back together, but now she can't talk to me or hang with me. Okay I lied, she talks to me but it is always like 'We should hang!' then she bails on me, whatever. So I find out this weekend that her and her little fucking friend (who also is friendly to my face) are talking shit about how I had Rodney hang out with Madison! WTF! WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK. I really don't fucking understand women. At all ever. They were BROKEN UP. NOT TALKING. I would never have done it if it was wishy washy or whatever.
God. The situation is so frustrating. Anyway. I just want a girl to kick it with me. I don't have that so...whatever.
Carrie's mom died on Saturday, her wake is tomorrow. I also have another surgical consult tomorrow. Another busy day!