Dec 11, 2004 09:57
hey. wow. last night was weird. i mean not really but Shawn called me. and i dunno how i feel about him anymore. cause when i talk to him, he pisses me off. but then agian i'm like all happy for some reason. i dunno what todo. cause he really hurt me but he said he treated me like shit because i treated him like shit but the thing is, he cheated on me. but supposably him and that girl broke up yesterday i dunno wether or not to believe him. it's really hard for me to trust him so i don't think i will get with him at all agian.
Jackie is coming over today ;D i'm excited. she is the coolest step-sister EVER. whenever she comes over we can never stop laughin. for instance, when we were at this retreat thing with my family and my mom, my stepdad, and my brother weren't in the room, we made it super dark but we had flash lights so we put on this little puppet show and i have no idea why it was so funny but me and her were CRAKING UP! it was halrious. but another good thing is that when she comes we always get to drive around so we talk about like EVERYTHING. and we make fun of people and shit. rofl. it's funn ;D
I talk to Stephanie last night. Her life is like PERFECT she get EVERY guy she wants, her mom buys her EVERYTHING in the whole world, she is absolutly gorgeous, and everyone loves her. some bad things though is that she is moving and people call her a slut when she isn't one. anyways, me and her talk about everything, she knows absolutly everything about me. if you ask her a question about me she will know it right off the bat and same here for her. i have no idea what i'm gonna do when she moves, sure i have Tabatha but it's not gonna be the same, we wont have the stupid fights that we get into, we wont be able to go to BK and "slam it" we wont be able to make funn of everyone in the school, no one will be calling us names at school. it's just gonna be really weird and i'm gonna miss her so much. we have had the BEST TIMES EVER! and i love you to death Steph<3
okay but i am gonna go take a shower and stuff. so byebye<3