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[ily_shazia]

what am i going to do?

im soo lost!

i still love him.

and i dont want to ask him

oh ya...........

i miss him too.

ugh... i cryed but that dosent work...... now i no how it feels when you get hurt badly! and me thinking it was going to be him loosing my heart 2.

everythng has gone soo much worse!

• my mom found out bout my grades
• i

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[xlovejustfailsx]

shazia
ok im not going to say im always here for you because i know im not.we barely talk.and everytime we do talk i feel like you hate me or something.im really sorry about the whole dan thing.you are a great person and dont deserve to get your heart broke.and how you said you choose wrong friends you dont. you have alot of friends that care about you.including me. i care about you.and im going to miss you next year.i wont see you everyday like last year. all those fun times on the bus. its never going to happen again and that makes me sad. because when you get into high school your riding a diffrent bus.i really miss you and i hope everything gets alot better for you.we should/have to hang out sometime.
ily
♥megan

[ily_shazia]

megan i love you soo much. really? i am going to ride another bus? why? well anyways megan you been with my so many times and i no your one of those ppl i could talk to in my heart!!! i feel soo bad that i dont talk to you anymore. it makes me cry to not talk to you cuz now im loosein soo many friends now!!
ugh i think my life should be over no one really need me here no more. i just make everything so much wores for everyone!
but ilove you to death megan and we need to keep in touch for sure i pormise!

[xlovejustfailsx]

yea there is a bus just for the z section. so it will be me kyle addison and jacob.me being the only girl:[. yea im loosing friends to. and you will never loose me i promise.no i dont want your life to be over and either do you.you dont make anything worse.
ily♥

[ily_shazia]

thank megan... really that sucks ugh ok iloveyou so much!!

[my_lil_muffin]

awe shazia
we dont talk or hang out at all ne more n i cant say im always here for u cuz im really not either. but i will say when ur sad that makes me sad too i hate it when my friends r sad. n trust me i feel like u do too sometimes. like my brothers always tell me shit that really hurts liek i was a mistake same thing like ur brother said. but sometimes u just have to move on n brush things off even tho its hard to do. im really sorry abt dan. your wayy too nice i dont kno how someone can hurt u like that. but i really do hope things get better with you n u feel better. n no matter if we dont talk ne more or hang out im still always gonan be ur friend. cuz we all need a shazia ur always smiling n ur always happy n ur fun to be around. we need to hang out n talk more cuz that would make me really happy. well yea sincewi dont comment in here that much n ur update seemed important i decided to comment and try to make u feel better
ily really i do
♥Katie♥

[ily_shazia]

aww katie i love you soo much
i mean my brothers gay but that really hurt. i hope we get closer like we use to my love. wow i miss you guys alot!!!
iloveyou!!
thanks that made me feel better

[here_i_am0x]

Oh dear god.. I have so much to tell you

[ily_shazia]

wow thank you so much jenai!!
well last night i thought bout it and i no what that guy did to me when we weere going out and it hurts soo much just to see him doin that without me noing. it gets me so mad!!
but ithink im going to move on cuz hes th one pulling me down!
iloveyou so much

[angelky13]

hey gurl,
aww thats really sad it almost made me cry.
well if ur going to btms next year, always remember u can always
depend on me,
ya i m not always their for u but if we get to no each other
we can be good friends.ya everytihing ur saying is almost
like whats going on with me
but not exactly. ya but is hes like that then hes not worth it,
and i no alot of ppl that care about u.
k i hope ur problems get better,
ttyl karoline

[ily_shazia]

aww ok thank karoline your a good friend!!

[islandbaby]

hey my swife

[ily_shazia]

let me tel you something ok... i flippin love you soo much!!!
yes everything u said was soo clear that what i felt for sure!!!!
wow some one who understood me!!
but guess what? i heard stuff what that bastard did to me when we were gong out! soo dont worry i got it all planed out!!
mahahahaha lol jaykay
iloveyou soo much!!

[islandbaby]

haha you must tell me later!
Abby

[ily_shazia]

i wil will