Apr 23, 2005 20:34
ok well ya this has been an interesting week. My mom an i accually got along which was weird. On monday tho my moms boyfriend Glenn invited me an my mom to go bowling at his house an to hang out. And since i dont like tha guy to begin with i didnt want to go alone so i brought amber with me. When we first got there we saw his house an we were all in awe. It was huge!! and then we saw glenn and when we saw him he grabbed my hand an did a pressure point on my hand, and ever since that day my left arm has been totally fuckted up.
anyways mom had brought a camera so they were going camera crazy which was really driving me crazy. But while we were taking the pictures glenn would do inapropriate gestures to me an my mom such as that little boob grabbing motion and he did that more then one time to, an ya that bothered me. Then later he kept trying to get me to do stupid stuff which i refused to do an i basically hid behind amber tha whole time. Then we finally got to the bowling alley inside tha house he lives at an we started to bowl an stuff and tha whole time i was bowling he would shut the fuck up. He kept lecuring me on how i threw tha ball. And earlier that day i had been complaining about my elbow hurting and stuff so i told glenn this and he didnt believe me, he just thought i was making stuff up which i wasnt. So he kept going on an on about how to throw the ball an it was really pissing me off. I kept looking at my mom an giving her " the look" but she wouldnt do anything, she just smiled an nodded like an idiot.and its like I DONT BOWL TO WIN, I BOWL TO HAVE FUN!!...
So alittle bit later glenn was bowling my shots an stuff an everytime he messed up he would blame it on somthing else such as his fucking shoes or somthing. Its like everything i did wrong was my fault an everything he did was right an if he messed up it wasnt his fault. But i was seriously a few words short of just bitching this guy out. And so after 30min. mom finally got glenn out of the room an i started bitching to amber about it, an she called josh an told him an everything. Ok so after bowling amber n i went exploring waiting on dinner to be finished an glenn had told us to go explore an stuff an as we were walking away he had made a comment about us going an doing somthing with our "tight asses". ok now this really freaked me an amber out. now we walked around an mom n glenn came out with the food an we ate an amber invited josh over which didnt end up working out. After dinner glenn had asked us what we wanted to do an amber an i wanted to go an look around at the house cus it was fucking huge ok an so we told glenn this an he started to get mad an was bitchin about how its exactly like everyother house with rooms and beds an stuff, an while he was telling us this he had walked us to the car an kicked us out basically.
so now on the way home i bitched to mom about how i didnt like him and the only question she could seem to ask was " tell me why you dont like him" or "i dont understand".. which got really annoying, and i also told her how i didnt want him coming over to the house an moms like "why" an i told her that the house was the only place that was mine an i didnt want him invading while im there. and she had made a comment how i wouldnt like her with anybody and nobody wants her to be happy and come to find out that i was talking to michelle the next day n i told her how i felt about the guy that he was arogant, cocky, and the things he was doing to mom that she didnt even realize, and she was like omg faye!! thats exactly what i told mom today!! so i wasnt the only one who didnt like glenn
so that was monday. Wednesday kc an i went over to ambers house to go to church but she was in a really bad mood an wasnt feeling good so we got a ride to church with christi which i had a blast lol.
Friday i stayed tha night at ericas house and we walked to c r chicks then to sunshine uniform. And i was wearing my sandals an got realy really bad blisters which hurt like a bitch. But we hung out with cynthia. And later that night we went to gnc by tha mall to see alex an who of all ppl do i see? but my brother shane and his wife melissa (the pregat one). and i was wondering if i was gonna see anyone there of my family cus they ALWAYS go there. and ya i spent the whole time talking to them cus i dont really get to see them much at all!! last time i saw them was the beging of march. an ya i love shane, he's probably the only one i respect the most out of that family. i love him to death. an we started talking about glenn and how much i hate him and i guess he hasnt met the guy yet and he couldnt wait cus he wanted to beat the shit out of him lol. and then we started talking about ryan and christine. and i found out that ryan doesnt wanna live in florida anymore but he wants to move to north carolina with his fucking girlfriend. and ya i told shane there will be major fucking problems if he does that, and to find out shane doesnt like christine either haha we started making fun of her nose loll ahah.. ahh i love talkign to shane an melissa.. but while i was talking to them my sister michelle calls and she was screaming to shane on the phone an melissa and i just looked at each other an were like oh god. so after she was done talking to shane she started talking to melissa an i had shane tell me what the fuck happend and i guess michelle had called mom on her cell but didnt get threw so she called tha house. and glenn had answered tha phone and michelle thought it was shane so she was like " oh hey shane i didnt know you were with mom whats going on?" and all glenn was saying on the phone was "pizza hut pizza hut??" and michelle was like " wtf who is this?" and glenn started talking to her.. an i guess a few days ago or somthing idrk but i guess glenn had told mom to use fucking bleach on her teeth to whiten them so michelle had told mom not to use that and that he's fucking crazy so when she called mom glenn decided to bring it up and was like " whyd you tell your mother not to use bleach on her teeth? dont you know bleach cleans? what do you have a fucking maid to clean your house that you dont know this?" and this pissed my sister off so she just kept asking to talk to mom an glenn said " your mother cant talk to you she's ordering pizza on the other phone".. i dont really know what happened from then on but that they faught n she just said to have mom call her later.. an to find out mom was right next to him the whole time just laughing
an i like freaked out when shane told me this.. i was like wtf is this guy thinking?? and he's trying to kill my mother!! so ya an ryan doesnt like the guy either cus i guess he had gone in there an started a ruckis with ppl that worked there and was making fun of them an stuff... so ya i was in a really bad mood friday.
it was so bad that i remebered i left my walet at my moms house. and cynthia lives like 10 houses down from my mom. and now i was on the phone with my dad talking to him about it and i told him that i was so mad that i was gonna go down to the house and walk in and get my walet an if glenn said anything to me that i would of turned to him and said these exact words to glenn " DONT YOU EVER FUCKING TALK TO MY SISTER THAT WAY AGAIN AND IF YOU DO THERE WILL BE BIG FUCKING PROBLEMS!!" and walk out.. but my dad said i wasnt allowed and if i did that i would never be allowed to stay at a friends house on his week again.. so i didnt..
today i went to the mall with erica which was soooo boring to me and towards tha end of the day i ended up running into my sister lol. which was just soo weird that i ran into my brother the day before now this lol.. and ya we talked about everything that was going on and she said that my mom called her back earlier today and michelle told her she didnt want to talk to her and mom asked why and michelle said about the whole glenn thing and mom started crying and michelle told her that she needs to break up with this guy and how its affecting the whole family an stuff.. and then she said she confronted ryan about the nc thing an moving there an she said all he did was laugh an be his stupid self an avoid the question so she asked christine an christine said ya they were looking at houses up there an if they moved it would be next year. so michelle n i bother know for a fact that he'll be moving...so i was like ya he's gonna move there after he goes to fucking las vagus an gets married an michelle was like yup..then michelle said that christine made a comment that pissed her off. and so i was like wud she ask? and she was like " christine made a comment saying how she doesnt think im gonna do anything with my life" and she said to christine " look dont you ever talk about my sister like that again.. i always include her in everything i do. we take her to movies,to baseball games, to new york. we try to influence her as much as we can" and she saidn christines " im not talking about material things" and michelle was like neither am i, you dont have to give material things. and then she said christine was like " well i just dont think she'll go any where in life and do anything for her future" and michelle got pissed and said " you call her and ask her, she will tell you she is going to colledge and is going to become a laywer" and christines liek " well i she wont beable to afford it,she'll never be able to do it" and michelles like " YES SHE CAN!! she can take out student loans like i did, and ya i wont be able to pay for her colledge but i will help her out" and christines like " well she wont beable to have the money for it" n michelles like " yes she will i have total faith in my sister. if you want somthing bad enough you will do anything possible to achieve it no matter what it takes.. i dont worry about her at all"
so ya i dont know what went on later with that but all i asked was " what did ryan say about this?? oh wait he didnt say anything to deffend his family he's exactly like his fucking mother!!" and michelles like well i dont think she ment it in a bad way" and im like "well ya but its all how a person says somthing.. its not what they say but how they say it"
i confronted my mother about what glenn had done to me n amber.. (the amber thing was she was bending over and glenn came behind her an did an ass slap motion but never touched her) and all she had to say was " oh he's just kidding"... my mother can never stand up for her family, all she does is stick up for the other person, she does it with her mother and now her boyfriend. an what pisses me off the most is that evertime glenn talks to my mother he has to talk to me, an everytime he does he has now been trying to get me to be a rn nurse and a hair dresser. and he says how i wont be able to be a laywer and ill never make any money. and all this shit and i told him how my sister is a nurse n she would NEVER allow me to be a nurse no matter what, n he's like " well ask her for money then" n im jsut like stfu ... and the whole time i was bowling he brought up how his ex-gf's son who was 6 years old threw strikes everytime cus he listend to him... ok... first of all A 6 YR OLD WILL NOT LISTEN TO AN ADULT!! I KNOW I WAS 6 AT ONE TIME!!! OK and second of all A 6 YR OLD WILL NOT THROW A FUCKING SRIKE EVERYTIME. AND IF HE DOES HE SHOULD BE IN THE BOOOK OF WORLD RECORDS!! ok n then get this he's always shwoing his daughters off saying how one got her ged and went to colledege to become a laywer n now she is one at 17.. n shit and its like HELLO she's a laywer why cant i??
and i personally dont like people not having anyfaith in me, and escpecially when ppl try to change who I am and try to form me into somthing IM NOT.. ilvpnkgys