Ro- STOP feeling sorry for yourself....
So today I have come to the realization that I am being bitchy. I hate being a girl whos feelings get hurt over the dumbest crap. I am spending way too much time thinking and pondering...spending too much time feeling sorry for myself...and really doing nothing to make it better. I need to snap out of this "oh whoa is me" phase, and just do what I do best. BE true to ME and smile! Yes its sad that everyone is away, Yes its sad that I MOVED away, and yes its sad that I am alone....but I chose my own fate, I make my own decisions, and I make or break it. Stop trying to make people feel sorry for you. Its not worth it! Grow the hell up and be an adult!
OK now that I got that out of my system. I am going to get ready for the day (I know...I just woke up from a nap). I am going to look beautiful. I am going to go find something to do. If it means I walk around WalMart by myself, atleast I am getting out of the house. I have been here on a daily basis pretty much since I moved back, sulking and not looking forward to the good things that are currently in my life! So I am done with it! Nicci is sick with strep throat, so she and Adam are off doing their own thing. Cole is grocery shopping with his Dad, but has invited me to maybe go out on the boat this evening, or maybe swim. Kirk and Freddy are studying their lines for Oklahoma, but they want to hang with me later...so I guess we will see how that goes....
Well I really am OK people. If I continue to sit here and stew in my boredom, anger, misery, its not worth it. For those who I have offended lately, I am sorry. I do love and miss you. and I am moving on :)
Love, ME
OK now that I got that out of my system. I am going to get ready for the day (I know...I just woke up from a nap). I am going to look beautiful. I am going to go find something to do. If it means I walk around WalMart by myself, atleast I am getting out of the house. I have been here on a daily basis pretty much since I moved back, sulking and not looking forward to the good things that are currently in my life! So I am done with it! Nicci is sick with strep throat, so she and Adam are off doing their own thing. Cole is grocery shopping with his Dad, but has invited me to maybe go out on the boat this evening, or maybe swim. Kirk and Freddy are studying their lines for Oklahoma, but they want to hang with me later...so I guess we will see how that goes....
Well I really am OK people. If I continue to sit here and stew in my boredom, anger, misery, its not worth it. For those who I have offended lately, I am sorry. I do love and miss you. and I am moving on :)
Love, ME