Well tonight was interesting....
...i know this is my third post for today, sorry I get excited and just wanna write lots...hopefully you guys aren't tooooo bored ;) ...
So it was boring as shit and even though I had a bunch of homework I should have been doing, I procrastinated and instead went to Meijers with the girls. Note to self...going to Meijer's is bad when you're bored because they have hair dye...and for those of you that don't know, I've had some horrid experiences with hair dye that occured due to boredom.
So Em bought red and blonde hair dye, and we put more blonde in mine....so I can't even explain what color it is now. Who knows, I sure as hell don't. I couldn't tell you my natural color if my life depended on it. I can't wait til summertime when I have money and can have Stef do it and it will be super pretty yayyy...although Em is a bomb ass hairdresser, and she's free as long as there's cookies in the oven for when she's done...lol
Since I didn't get to nap much today and didn't get much sleep at Jay's last nite, I was real tired and wanted to go to bed early....came back up to my room and ended up talkin to some old high school friends that I haven't heard from in YEARS, then Lincoln IMed me....even though things with us sucked for a bit, and he's 4 hours away, he cared about me more then most guys I know ever have...and hey, I started out as some random girl in Myrtle Beach ;) We don't talk much any more but he IMed me tonite jus to see how I was and for some reason just made me feel alot better about...everything I guess...
Carribean Milo (12:59:45 AM): well becuase...really...other than caressa..your the girl i really thought bout the most
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (12:59:54 AM): wow...
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:00:02 AM): that amazes me, but thank you...
Carribean Milo (1:00:16 AM): oh you dont know how awsome you are
Carribean Milo (1:00:30 AM): if i didnt have caressa...id be trying to get back with ya...id drive up there
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:00:36 AM): awwwwwwww
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:00:39 AM): ::blushes::
Carribean Milo (1:01:28 AM): you'll have that...
Carribean Milo (1:01:36 AM): i still think bout mytle every once in a while
Carribean Milo (1:01:46 AM): you know rick adn i still consider that our best vacation ever
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:02:17 AM): it wasnt that exciting lol
Carribean Milo (1:02:30 AM): you were
Carribean Milo (1:03:31 AM): you know what i remember
Carribean Milo (1:03:38 AM): i remember surprsing you at the park that one day
Carribean Milo (1:03:47 AM): i drove 3 hours just to see your face
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:03:50 AM): i drive past that every time i drive to work
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:03:54 AM): and every time
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:03:59 AM): i look at that swing and think about it
Carribean Milo (1:04:13 AM): i know
Carribean Milo (1:04:17 AM): damn we had some good times
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:04:24 AM): that we did
Carribean Milo (1:05:05 AM): guess we'll always have myrtle wont we
Carribean Milo (1:06:00 AM): you were still the hottest little thing id seen at myrtle beach
Carribean Milo (1:06:04 AM): i was like ...fuck ing shit
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:06:06 AM): hehe
Carribean Milo (1:09:00 AM): you'll find someone
Carribean Milo (1:09:08 AM): your gorgous...sweet and fun to be with...
ILuvWhenULuvMEE (1:09:21 AM): awww thank you darlin
Carribean Milo (1:09:28 AM): trust me it happens when you least expect it
He makes me smile, Caressa is a lucky girl hun...
K anyways...
Finally went to bed and Jason called and woke me up a few times cuz he procrastinated on doing his presentation and didn't find out til tonite that his computer didn't have powerpoint...so I was on the phone with him trying to figure out how he could do it without him coming and using my computer at 2am when I was sleeping. So now its almost 6 and I've been up since about 415 talkin to Scott online, what a sweetheart...we're gettin married, or so he says :)
Well now it's time to debate sleeping for an hour before I have to get up or just staying up and finding something to keep me occupied with....hmmm.
Have a lovely Wednesday everyone :-)
The only thing i want anymore is to tell you how much you have ment to me and how much i have loved you, and to give you a kiss goodbye. I know this will be hard, but its harder going on pretending like everythings ok when it really is not. So please when i do. Just let me speak and dont say a word. Then kiss me back and let me walk away, but never forget that i will always still love you
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he wanted 2 b w/ her 4ever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard to much. She needed to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said, "ur not pretty, ur beautiful. I don't want 2 b w/ u 4ever, I need 2 b w/ u 4ever, and I wouldn't cry if u walked away, I would die."
...how sweet is that? *sigh*