For the record....
DAY 48
I am definitely feeling more on the miserable side lately. Work is most definitely taking over my life. I worked another 12 hour Friday. I know some people think that 12 hours is nothing. I understand that a lot of people do it all the time, but my job is not meant to be this way at all. This is happening because of the assholes I work with. The work is absolutely fine. My bosses are amazing. The problem all lies with who I work with. I really cannot wait for my summer to at least get to July 28th, so that I can start enjoying myself. I feel so guilty for pulling Jen into this job with me, and then the whole thing turning out in the complete opposite way that it did last summer. At the same time, I am so grateful that she is there with me, so I am not dealing with this on my own. She is one of my closest friends in the world and it's nice that she understands what is going on, because she's on the inside with me. Always know that you are deeply appreciated...
Just work...
Otherwise, life is on the boring side. I want school to start. Can you believe I'm saying that? Me neither.
SHANA MARIE REYES
Your journal entry made me smile so much. Here is something fun for you:
Fawn,
What to say, what to say. Just so you know, I'm counting on writing you very often during college. You better keep in touch.
♥Shana 609220****
P.S. - I'm writing more during Project Graduation.
Fawn,
So, we're sitting at Maureen's graduation party and I've had some time to let the realization of graduation set in. I remember 9th grade when we couldn't go 2 days without e-mailing each other. You were one of the guiding forces in leading me to tell Tom my true feelings. Without you there to reassure me that it'd be okay, I most likely wouldn't have had the balls to tell him how I felt. And even through it all when he and I got closer and closer, you were still there regardless of how little I e-mailed or called you. You were still there through it all, and I hope that you e-mail me and call me throughout college. Although we weren't able to hang out or talk as much this year, I want you to know how much our friendship means to me and just how much you've inspired me and influenced my high school career. You have helped me & Tom's relationship so much without even knowing. Call me this summer so we could hang out. I don't leave until September 2nd, so call me. I love you and you will never ever be forgotten.
♥ as always, Shana '04
Shana Boo, I just want you to know how much that all means to me, even to this day. We haven't kept in great touch, but the truth is, I don't feel like a thing has changed. You could come to me tomorrow and talk, and it would be all the same as before. I loooovveee yooouuuu!
I am definitely feeling more on the miserable side lately. Work is most definitely taking over my life. I worked another 12 hour Friday. I know some people think that 12 hours is nothing. I understand that a lot of people do it all the time, but my job is not meant to be this way at all. This is happening because of the assholes I work with. The work is absolutely fine. My bosses are amazing. The problem all lies with who I work with. I really cannot wait for my summer to at least get to July 28th, so that I can start enjoying myself. I feel so guilty for pulling Jen into this job with me, and then the whole thing turning out in the complete opposite way that it did last summer. At the same time, I am so grateful that she is there with me, so I am not dealing with this on my own. She is one of my closest friends in the world and it's nice that she understands what is going on, because she's on the inside with me. Always know that you are deeply appreciated...
Just work...
Otherwise, life is on the boring side. I want school to start. Can you believe I'm saying that? Me neither.
SHANA MARIE REYES
Your journal entry made me smile so much. Here is something fun for you:
Fawn,
What to say, what to say. Just so you know, I'm counting on writing you very often during college. You better keep in touch.
♥Shana 609220****
P.S. - I'm writing more during Project Graduation.
Fawn,
So, we're sitting at Maureen's graduation party and I've had some time to let the realization of graduation set in. I remember 9th grade when we couldn't go 2 days without e-mailing each other. You were one of the guiding forces in leading me to tell Tom my true feelings. Without you there to reassure me that it'd be okay, I most likely wouldn't have had the balls to tell him how I felt. And even through it all when he and I got closer and closer, you were still there regardless of how little I e-mailed or called you. You were still there through it all, and I hope that you e-mail me and call me throughout college. Although we weren't able to hang out or talk as much this year, I want you to know how much our friendship means to me and just how much you've inspired me and influenced my high school career. You have helped me & Tom's relationship so much without even knowing. Call me this summer so we could hang out. I don't leave until September 2nd, so call me. I love you and you will never ever be forgotten.
♥ as always, Shana '04
Shana Boo, I just want you to know how much that all means to me, even to this day. We haven't kept in great touch, but the truth is, I don't feel like a thing has changed. You could come to me tomorrow and talk, and it would be all the same as before. I loooovveee yooouuuu!