May 12, 2006 18:38
I am sitting on Jen's bedroom floor at home and I have not felt this relaxed in a long time. I love the fact that I am using her laptop with wireless internet. I want a laptop really quite badly.
My summer has officially began. This is DAY 2. Jen and I moved into our apartment yesterday. It is by far not the greatest place, in fact a lot of it looks like it has stepped out of the 1970's but we are trying to make the most of what we have. There is still a lot of unpacking that needs to be done, more on my part than anyone elses.
I decided not to go home this weekend. I had promised Jen Jen months ago that I would come home with her and so I am going to go home next weekend and do the whole Mother's Day thing. I need to figure out what to get her and what we should do next weekend. Maybe dinner?
I would have to say that things are alright now. I feel like I have made some mistakes recently and all I can do is move on and not look back. I cannot afford to have the beginning of my summer looking badly, for the sake of my sanity. The last couple of weeks were really rough for everyone and I think now it's just time for some fun.
Confusion IS running rampant in my head though.
I am lost in the 'lost in life' sense, you were right!