Just rambling, ignore it if you want.
So I realized LJ is also supposed to be used as a JOURNAL (hence the name liveJOURNAL), and life is just weird right now and it's late so I'm gonna use it as such.
I just realized today how inspired I am by Noel Fielding. I mean, not the drugs and all that a while back, but the whole "I don't give a shit about how others see me, this is who I am and you can take it or leave it" side. In the environment I wake up to every day it's not easy to be like that, but I'm getting there. I finally got the nerve up to wear my poncho to school the other day, and my cape's on the way. :)
As anyone who can read can probably tell, Doctor Who was definitely my "Inspiration" for a while, but it's quite dark/depressing, hence MY being dark/depressing. Boosh is so full of life and light and color and happiness, it's definitely better for me. I also used to keep everything I was feeling inside and then go bitch about it online, but looking at Noel's paintings has really inspired me to start drawing again. I'm working on some fanart, but I don't really want to post it because I'm not very secure with my style; not because it actually LOOKS childish, but because I see it that way since it more or less has kept the same basic traits since I was about 8.
I wish I had a tablet. Drawings look so much better when you can use the excuse "I'm still getting used to it".
Also: a David drawing on the way, just as soon as I can scan it. I should really get around to that, since I was halfway finished with the drawing during EOT2. . .
Thanks for putting up with me.
I just realized today how inspired I am by Noel Fielding. I mean, not the drugs and all that a while back, but the whole "I don't give a shit about how others see me, this is who I am and you can take it or leave it" side. In the environment I wake up to every day it's not easy to be like that, but I'm getting there. I finally got the nerve up to wear my poncho to school the other day, and my cape's on the way. :)
As anyone who can read can probably tell, Doctor Who was definitely my "Inspiration" for a while, but it's quite dark/depressing, hence MY being dark/depressing. Boosh is so full of life and light and color and happiness, it's definitely better for me. I also used to keep everything I was feeling inside and then go bitch about it online, but looking at Noel's paintings has really inspired me to start drawing again. I'm working on some fanart, but I don't really want to post it because I'm not very secure with my style; not because it actually LOOKS childish, but because I see it that way since it more or less has kept the same basic traits since I was about 8.
I wish I had a tablet. Drawings look so much better when you can use the excuse "I'm still getting used to it".
Also: a David drawing on the way, just as soon as I can scan it. I should really get around to that, since I was halfway finished with the drawing during EOT2. . .
Thanks for putting up with me.