Smack
today SUCKED
had quizzes in math and Lit today, shortened classes didnt help, but it wasnt so bad
bio lab went smoothly
i am so fucking angry at mrs Myers.. gah
but the worst part of today was the Club fair
im too tired and angry to talk about it, but those little fucks... i stood there for an hour listening to them bash me, and there really wasnt much i could do.. i speak back, they go to an administrator and the club gets balmed, the plug is pulled
fuck them.. every single one of them
im back to feeling lonely.. but it too shall pass..
i think, no.. i know that my feeling "connected" with society greatly depends on my sexual activness
not who im messign around with.. but the fact that i am.. it makes me feel connected
good? no
bad? im not sure
had quizzes in math and Lit today, shortened classes didnt help, but it wasnt so bad
bio lab went smoothly
i am so fucking angry at mrs Myers.. gah
but the worst part of today was the Club fair
im too tired and angry to talk about it, but those little fucks... i stood there for an hour listening to them bash me, and there really wasnt much i could do.. i speak back, they go to an administrator and the club gets balmed, the plug is pulled
fuck them.. every single one of them
im back to feeling lonely.. but it too shall pass..
i think, no.. i know that my feeling "connected" with society greatly depends on my sexual activness
not who im messign around with.. but the fact that i am.. it makes me feel connected
good? no
bad? im not sure